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been the terms, heretofore, on which perfect health. The disease was deReginald and Beatrice had stood, they veloped in Reginald almost simultanecould find nothing in past experience ously, but by what seemed a miracle at all like their present intimacy. They he was saved. took frequent walks and horseback During those five years before Jurides together; sometimes he would lian's death, Mrs. Ross had often spend a whole morning in reading watched with singular interest what aloud to her. Mrs. Ross had noticed, close bonds of mutual similarity, both too, certain unmistakable symptoms in nature and in temperament, bound of contentment in Reginald's bearing the two little brothers together. The while he was with Beatrice (if no more way in which outward objects or new emphatic term should be applied), ideas impressed them; their respecwhich seemed like the happiest sort of tive tendencies of affection or prejuaugury.

dice toward certain people; their triBut in Beatrice's manner, as days vial likes and dislikes in matters of lapsed along, she could read nothing. amusement, food, and the commoner Nothing, too, in the girl's composed impulses of sense ; their susceptibility and power-suggesting face, over whose

to the forces of humour, compassion, broad-moulded forehead the low-grow- anger, disgust; all these, and many ing hair, somewhat coarse of texture, more embryo or full-developed charmade full black ripples. It was a face acteristics bore, each with each, an whose every feature she had learned element of resemblance startlingly dearly to love, but most of all its lim- salient. Persons before whom she pid gray eyes, energetic, sympathetic, mentioned, however, what seemed to intellectual. More than once had a her questions of such curious import, steadfast gaze into those eyes made laughed at her wonder and assured Mrs. Ross tell herself that here was her that every pair of twins was thus the woman of women whom it would reciprocally constituted. But as time delight her to have her son Reginald passed she became fonder of her illumarry.

sion, and used to tell herself that in • Reginald is not a weak man,' she some strange way one soul had behad once told Beatrice. · Instead of come divided between two bodies. this he is a sort of maimed, half-inca- Nor did this illusion, with Mrs. pable giant. In numberless ways he Ross, possess a single morbid touch, a baffles analysis, because every trait, single shadow of discomfort. She with him, takes its force from a frag- never watched the children when they mentary spring of action-what his played together without a secret gladmental life needs is its missing half- ness at their charming interchangehe is like a tall, perfect tree snapped able traits. She sometimes used to in the middle. Does this seem wild wonder whether between their very fancy ?'

physical motions there was not a subNaturally Beatrice had been mys- tle concordance, and repeatedly she tified at the time these strange words had assured herself were uttered; but an explanation had thoughts occurred to both of them at followed them which astonished her one and the same moment. deeply. She learned from Mrs. Ross pearance they were so alike that she, that Reginald had been the eldest of their own mother, even up to the time twin brothers. The two boys were of Julian's death, would often omit to five years old when the younger bro- make use of the few slight signs by ther, Julian, was seized with scarlet which she told them apart. And, as fever in its most malignant form, and previously has been said, her strange died after an illness of a few hours, idea regarding them dealt her no pain. having been till now in a condition of Even if for a moment she calmly ad

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mitted its grotesque, fantastic truth, just now,' Mrs. Ross made bold the thought of two lives thus indis- enough to say, on a special afternoon solubly twined, brought with it not a when Reginald, having learned that pang of anxiety or dread. Indeed, he must take a solitary horseback whenever it took the serious colours ride because his usual companion had a of an actual thought and ceased to prostrating headache, manifested some float like a bodiless influence through wholly unconcealed disappointment. the atmosphere of feeling only, she 'I don't know of any particular would ask herself whether the future reason for such change,' he rather of these two boys, if thus peculiarly lightly answered, provided it really viewed, did not teem with beautiful has taken place. Unless it is because suggestion, did not differ from ordin- we are thrown more than usual upon ary living with a rich positiveness of each other's mutual resources of entervariation ; and whether, at the same tainment,' he added, in a less careless time, their case might not as definitely tone, and after a slightly reflective place itself outside the uncanny lim- look. its of nature's caprices, as the lower- This reply disappointed his mother, graded example of two fruits mellow- but the remark which had called it ing to maturity on the same twig. forth dwelt with Reginald some time

But when Julian's death occurred, after he had begun his solitary ride. and the terrible threat failed to fulfil It seemed to the man as if every fibre itself under which Reginald's life of his spiritual being tingled with seemed for days to quiver, then this pleasant self-gratification while he told poor lady found that her grief-stricken himself that he was indeed better souland her shattered nerves were eager friends with Beatrice Sedgwick now to turn what had once been a pleasant, than ever before. She had always poetic vagary into a distressingly dole- seemed to him, in comparison with the ful fear. Since she had lost Julian, other women whom he had met and must not Reginald soon follow him? known, intellectually to overtop them Would their living apart be a possi- all; but he silently admitted this afterbility ? Ought she not to expect with noon (while riding his free-gaited fivecertainty the crushing stroke of a year-old along country whose rich second blow, now that the first had greeneries of meadow and foliage had fallen. But as months passed, mak- been brightly freshened by recent ing themselves into a year, the sword rains), that Beatrice blended in a over Reginald's head seemed to gain marvellous degree logic and intuition, much stouter means of suspension. sympathy and pure reason, poetry and By degrees Mrs. Ross's wretched dis- sober sense. It is doubtful, indeed, quietude died a natural death; the whether plain admiration of man toboy continued healthful and vigorous. ward woman ever goes noticeably beIf the old fancy visited her now and yond the limits of Reginald's present then, it was summoned by something feeling; the sort of admiration, let it in Reginald's conduct, for whose singu- be added, whose least and greatest larity this visionary explanation some- thrill emanates from no such emotimes offered its imaginative aid. tional vagueness that we cannot satisLater on in her son's life she had factorily name for ourselves its exact incessantly caught herself clinging to source. He could look back over the that old dogma of mysticism, and in- past fortnight through the most accuterpreting his oddest actions by its rate and unblurred glasses of retroconvenient, insubstantial kind of spect. He could account to himself, glossary.

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of hostship, it was only to smile at the sured his own thought, with some- recollection of a nightmare which, at thing like creditable success, that a the present hour, seemed as incapable regard which thus yielded to the of molesting him by any grim assault analytic attempts of him who enter- as the very landscape through which tained it, must be a regard based upon he journeyed, green in its soft, leafy the most lasting, safe and efficient splendour, seemed inviolate against foundations.

winter's disfeaturing rigours. There was something, too, in the Beatrice, on this same afternoon, wholesome breeziness of the afternoon had complained of a sad headache. that presented to him, through the Mrs. Ross had mildly insisted upon permedium of sense, a clearly-realized fect retirement, and at least an atanalogy between its own bracing tempt to secure slumber. No slumforce or cheering radiance, and the ber came for a long time, but the atmosphere of vigorous mental hardi- headache began to beat surely yet sure hood, healthful womanly judgment, retreat before the powers of silence and and fresh, large-souled charity sur- repose. It was about six o'clock when rounding his present estimate of Bea

Mrs. Ross softly stole into the chamtrice's character. Not unnaturally at ber for a fourth time, and seated hersuch a moment, moreover, he recalled self at the bedside with a book. Beathis mother's evident and often-hinted rice at last had fallen into a peaceful longing. Reginald was by instinct and even-breathed sleep, and Mrs. what his biographer owes him the jus- Ross watched her clear, strong profile tice of naming-a dutiful son, and to against the whiter background of the reflect upon the almost sacred import-pillow, with that radical satisfaction ance of so marked a maternal wish, felt when those whom we love are at was an act that now linked itself in length delivered from physical pain. admirably proper sequence to the con- If any deity of sleep had occupied a victions which had just preceded it. place in Mrs. Ross's theology, there

The most radiant mood has its solar is no doubt that more than one dospots of gloom ; but if Reginald was mestic tripod would now have been so troubled this afternoon, while he gratefully set smoking. These being spurred his good-blooded animal

the lady's feelings, it is not strange briskly down more than one agreeable that an expression, almost like one of slope of road, the gloom took its dark- anger should have filled her face, when ness from reminiscence rather than

her maid suddenly burst into the room actuality. He had been, during his

with the loud voiced and seemingly eight-and-twenty years of lifetime, the pointless observation : occasional prey to a certain sinister

Oh, Mrs. Ross, are you here, spasm of feeling which far rather ma'am ?' merited the name of a nervous sensa- Stern thoughts of giving her maid tion than even to be placed on the list summary discharge held brief sway in of half-reasonable impressions. It was even this gentle mistress's bosom. The a monster, informe, ingens, to which

rare sparkle of indignation was in the his imagination occasionally opened a

mild darkness of her eyes, as Beatrice, door of sardonic mental hospitality ; roused by the rude tones, lifted her and the guest would now and then head with a great nervous start from resist every method of ejection except, the pillow. perhaps, that of the stoutest exorcis

Oh, ma'am, Mr. Reginald,'themaid ing cudgel which common sense pos- now said, in whimpering tones . . . 'I'm sesses within her armory. If heremem

afraid he's hurt very bad . they're bered, just now, the uncomfortable bringing him into the house now hours passed in this aggravating sort The maid went on with her distress

ing intelligence, and of the two ladies scamperin' like mad down the road, who heard it, Mrs. Ross, doubtless, and Mr. Reginald lyin'white asa sheet, only took into consciousness, after this, with his right leg a-doubled up straight a stray word here and there, such as under him. I knew quick enough, “ horse,' or 'fainted away ;' while Bea- Miss, he'd somehow got clear o' the trice, on the other hand, clearly com- horse, but I'm afraid o'my life his prehending the full sense of the intel- ankle's broke, and very bad broke, ligence, very soon had fast hold of both too.' her friend's hands and was saying ra- Medical authority, however, when pidly, yet with excellent composure: it arrived soon afterward, gave scien

Don't be so alarmed until you know tific disproof of Haslitt's theory. Rejust what it is. Perhaps, after all, the ginald was suffering from a violent and accident may not prove a serious one.' rather complicated sprain of the right

Nearly fainting with fright, Mrs. ankle, but beyond the unavoidable disRoss presently stood at her son's side, comforts of tedious recovery he had no where they had laid him on a lounge, reason for future anxiety. During all in one of the lower rooms. Reginald's the period between her first appeareyes were closed and he was extremely ance at the sufferer's side and the subpale ; but he soon gave signs of not sequent arrival of the doctor, an interhaving swooned, opening his eyes for a val, which intensified sensation on at moment and pointing with a suppressed least her own and Mrs. Ross's part, groan toward his right leg. The real must have made twice its actual length. truth was that excessive pain in the Beatrice's self-possession, tranquillity, ankle of this limb had temporarily nul- and knowledge of soothative if not culified all the man's nervous energy. As rative applications, brought to bear soon as the locality of his injury had upon the whole group surrounding poor been discovered, the ankle was bared, agonized Reginald something like the and already its bluish swollen look commandant, distributive capability gave serious import of future trouble. which is to be found in judicious geneMeanwhile Beatrice had despatchedralship. Once or twice, even amid the one servant for a doctor, and learned excitement preceding the doctor's apfrom the head-gardener, Haslitt, who pearance, Mrs. Ross felt a dreary pang was an eye-witness of the accident, just of realization break through her anxhowappallingly narrow an escape Regi- iety, as she observed Beatrice's unrufnald had sustained. Haslitt was him- fled presence of mind. Admirable self near one of the main lawn-gates at though it might be under the given cirthe moment that a bulky-looking ped- cumstances, a demeanour so collected dler's waggon was about to enterit. At spoke ill for her own newly-roused the same moment his master appeared hopes. For where, in this courageous near the gate, riding briskly. Regi- benignity, was there one gleam of any. nald's horse, terrified by theuncouth ve- thing like actual passion. hicle, reared unmanageably once, and Those same hopes, however, were his rider, as though irritated by such an fed with a fresh force during the after unforeseen procedure, then promptly days of Reginald's illness. Never was spurred him forward. But rearing a a tenderer, more considerate or more second time, the horse lost his balance accomplished nurse than Beatrice now and fell backward. 'I don't know what- proved herself.

A vigorous young ever saved Mr. Reginald from bein' fellow of active temperament is not crushed,' Haslitt proceeded, “when always dowered with the sort of enthat thing happened. The fence hid durance which makes him murmurhim, Miss, an' I says to myself, “he's less under a martyrdom like this of killed,” says I, “sure.” But when I got Reginald's; but it is certain that the through the gate, there was the horse, effect of Beatrice's continual attend

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A fortnight of absolute inability to occur that same afternoon, when Beawalk left Reginald, at its end, equal trice had promised to renew her readto occasional hobbling peregrinations ing—he would end all further needabout the house, with the aid of a less delay. It even occurred to him stout cane. And what, now,

that a certain graceful relativity and his feelings toward the

sequence might be made to surround whose many kind offices had so les- the words which he contemplated sened the acuteness of past pain and speaking, if he should suggest that she the tedium of enforced inaction? It read from the latter passages of the would have been scarcely possible for Princess,' where, though small rehis esteem of her character by any semblance exists between the position noteworthy degree to deepen ; but in of Ida toward her wounded lover and so far as concerned his less rational that of Beatrice toward himself, there and reflective valuation of her excel- would still be an almost exquisite fund lences, he was very willing to assure of suggestiveness in those lovely lines himself that a marked change had which describe how two wedded souls, taken place.

Nothing is more diffi- each with its separate yet similar lofty cult to trace with accurate precision aim, each with its reciprocal tribute than are the shadowy boundaries be- of respect, affection and trust, may in tween an excess of devout spiritual the end reach that sweet triumph of respect, as in a case like Reginald's, and that warmer unreasonable state 'The single pure and perfect animal, of sexual attraction which dispenses

The two-ceil'd heart beating, with one full stroke, with self-inquiry and lapses away into the bland heedlessness of rosy senti- Shortly after this dilettante piece of ment. Reginald felt sure that he had meditation, Reginald fell into a pleaspassed these boundaries, and was re- ant doze. His ankle had rather murpeatedly on the verge of telling Bea- dered sleep on the previous evening, trice so, in appropriately ardent words. and doubtless for this reason his nap Indeed, it happened, on a certain was a somewhat sound one. Awakmorning, that, after Beatrice had read

ing about a half-hour later, he was aloud for more than an hour from straightway conscious of having been Browning's Men and Women,' and roused from sleep by some sharply then left him upon the lounge in the disturbing agency:

His lounge was sitting-room, the man took himself close against one of the side windows of severely to task for useless procrasti- the room. Loud cries, as though from a nation.

terrified child, were sounding someIt was about mid-day, and the win- where near, and he soon discovered that dows were shaded coolly from the they seemed to emanate from a portion somewhat fierce July sunshine out- of the lawn just beyond this window. side ; a dreamy veil of dusk covered With but slight effort he was able to the lightly elegant appointments of throw back the blinds. There was no the room—its pale matting; its soft- piazza against this portion of the blue rugs, scattered over the floor ; its house, and a green sweep of sunlit slender bamboo furniture, and its lawn was immediately brought to view. many tasteful ornaments of statuette At a distance of perhaps fifty yards or book-rack or flower-filled vase. Re- away, he perceived two figures, one ginald's self-reproaches, vehement for that of a little girl, the daughter of a slight while, soon took the form of the head gardener, Haslitt, while the a gently comfortable resolution, much other figure was plainly that of Bea

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