young we got rid of a great deal of time 80. Well, so it happened that in his turn Nolan took the book, and read to the others and he read very well, as I know. Nobody in the circle knew a line of the poem, only it was all magic and Border chivalry, and was ten thousand years ago. Poor Nolan read steadily through the filth canto, stopped a minute and drank something, and then began, without a thought of what was coming "Breathes there the man, with soul so dead, Who never to himself hath said-" It seems impossible to us that anybody ever heard this for the first time; but all these fellows did then, and poor Nolan himself went on, still unconsciously or mechanically This is my own, my native land!" Then they all saw something was to pay; but he expected to get through, I suppose, turned a little pale, but plunged on "Whose heart hath ne'er within him burned, From wandering on a foreign strand? By this time the men were all beside themselves, wishing there was any way to make him turn over two pages; but he had not quite presence of mind for that: he gagged a little, coloured crimson, and staggered on "For him no minstrel raptures swell; High though his titles, proud his name, The wretch, concentred all in self," 66 and here the poor fellow choked, could not go on, but started up, swung the book into the sea, vanished into his state-room, "and by Jove," said Phillips, we did not see him for two months again. And I had to make up some beggarly story to that English surgeon why I did not return his Walter Scott to hira." That story shows about the time when Nolan's braggadocio must have broken down. At first they said he took a very high tone, considered his imprisonment a mere farce, affected to enjoy the voyage, and all that; but Phillips said, that after he came out of his state-room he never was the same man again. He never read aloud again, unless it was the Bible or Shakespeare, or something else he was sure of. But it was not that merely. He never entered in with the other young men exactly as a companion again. He was always shy afterwards, when I knew him; very seldom spoke unless he was spoken to, except to a very few friends. He lighted up occasionally: I remember late in his life hearing him fairly eloquent, on something which had been suggested to him by one of Fléchier's sermons: but generally he had the nervous, tired look of a heart-wounded man. When Captain Shaw was coming home-if as I say, it was Shaw-rather to the surprise of everybody, they made one of the Windward Islands, and lay off and on for nearly a week. The boys said the officers were sick of saltjunk, and meant to have turtle-soup before they came home. But after several days the Warren came to the same rendezvous; they exchanged signals; she sent to Phillips and these homeward-bound men letters and papers, and told them she was outward-bound, perhaps to the Mediterranean, and took poor Nolan and his traps on the boat back to try his second cruise. He looked very blank when he was told to get ready to join her. He had known enough of the signs of the sky to know that till that moment he was going "home." But this was a distinct evidence of something he had not thought of, perhaps that there was no going home for him, even to a prison. And this was the first of some twenty such transfers, which brought him, sooner or later, into half of our best vessels, but which kept him all his life at least some hundred miles from the country he had hoped he might never hear of again. It may have been on that second cruise-it was once when he was up the Mediterraneanthat Mrs. Graff, the celebrated southern beauty been lying a long time in the Bay of Naples, of those days, danced with him. They had and the officers were very intimate in the English fleet, and there had been great festivities, and our men thought they must give a great ball on board the ship. However they did it on board the Warren I am sure I do not know. Perhaps it was not the Warren, or perhaps ladies did not take up so much room as they do now. They wanted to use Nolan's state-room for something, and they hated to do it without asking him to the ball; so the captain said they might ask him, if they would be responsible that he did not talk with the wrong people, "who would give him intelligence." So the dance went on, the finest party that had ever been known, I dare say; for I never heard of a man-of-war ball that was not. For ladies they had the family of the American Consul, one or two travellers who had adventured so far, and a nice bevy of English girls and matrons-perhaps Lady Hamilton herself. Well, different officers relieved each other in standing and talking with Nolan in a friendly way, so as to be sure that nobody else spoke to him. The dancing went on with spirit, and after awhile even the fellows who took this honorary guard of Nolan ceased to fear any contre-temps. Only when some English lady (Lady Hamilton, as I said, perhaps) called for a set of "American dances" an odd thing happened. Everybody then danced contra-dances. The black band, nothing loth, conferred as to what "American dances were, and started off 'Virginia Reel," which they followed with Money-Musk," which, in its turn in those days, should have been followed by "The Old Thirteen." But just as Dick, the leader, tapped with " 66 for his fiddles to begin, and bent forward, about to say, in true negro state, "The Old Thirteen,' gentlemen and ladies!" as he had said, "Virginny Reel,' if you please!" and "MoneyMusk,' if you please!" the captain's boy tapped him on the shoulder, whispered to him, and he did not announce the name of the dance; he merely bowed, began on the air, and they all fell to the officers teaching the English girls the figure, but not telling them why it had no name. But that is not the story I started to tell. As the dancing went on, Nolan and our fellows all got at ease, as I said-so much so, that it seemed quite natural for him to bow to that splendid Mrs. Graff, and say— I hope you have not forgotten me, Miss Rutledge. Shall I have the honour of dancing?" He did it so quickly, that Shubrick, who was by him, could not hinder him. She laughed, and said "I am not Miss Rutledge any longer, Mr. Nolan; but I will dance all the same," just nodded to Shubrick, as if to say he must leave Mr. Nolan to her, and led him off to the place where the dance was forming. Nolan thought he had got his chance. He had known her at Philadelphia, and at other places had met her, and this was a Godsend. You could not talk in contra-dances as you do in cotillons, or even in the pauses of waltzing: but there were chances for tongues and sounds, as well as for eyes and blushes. He began with her travels, and Europe, and Vesuvius, and the French; and then, when they had worked down, and had that long talking-time at the bottom of the set, he said boldly (a little pale, she said, as she told me the story years after)"And what do you hear from home, Mrs. Graff?" And that splendid creature looked through him. Jove! how she must have looked through him! "Home! Mr. Nolan! I thought you were the man who never wanted to hear of home again!" And she walked directly up the deck to her husband, and left poor Nolan alone, as he always was. He did not dance again. I cannot give any history of him in order-nobody can now-and, indeed, I am not trying to. These are the traditions, which I sort out, as I believe them, from the myths which have been told about this man for forty years. The falsehoods which have been told about him are legion. The fellows used to say he was the "Iron Mask"! and poor George Pons went to his grave in the belief that this was the author of "Junius," who was being punished for his celebrated libel on Thomas Jefferson. Pons was not very strong in the historical line. A happier story than either of these I have told is of the War-that came soon after. I have heard this affair told in three or four ways-and, indeed, it may have happened more than once. But which ship it was on I cannot tell. However, in one, at least, of the great frigate-duels with the English, in which the navy was really baptized, it happened that a round shot from the enemy entered one of our ports square, and took right down the officer of the gun himself, and almost every man of the gun's crew. Now you may say what you choose about courage, but that is not a nice thing to see. But, as the men who were not killed picked themselves up, and as they and the surgeon's people were carrying off the bodies, there appeared Nolan, in his shirt-sleeves, with the rammer in his hand, and, just as if he had been the officer, told them off with authoritywho should go to the cockpit with the wounded men, who should stay with him- perfectly cheery, and with that way which makes men feel sure all is right, and is going to be right. And he finished loading the gun with his own hands, aimed it, and bade the men fire: and there he stayed, captain of that gun, keeping those fellows in spirits, till the enemy struck-sitting on the carriage while the gun was cooling, though he was exposed all the time-showing them easier ways to handle heavy shot-making the raw hands laugh at their own blunders, and, when the gun cooled again, getting it loaded, and fired twice as often as any other gun on the ship. The captain walked forward, by way of encouraging the inen, and Nolan touched his hat, and said "I am showing them how we do this in the artillery, sir." And this is the part of the story where all the legends agree, that the commodore said— "I see you do, and I thank you, sir; and I shall never forget this day, sir; and you never shall, sir!" And after the whole thing was over, and he had the Englishman's sword, in the midst of the state and ceremony of the quarter-deck, he said "Where is Mr. Nolan? Ask Mr. Nolan to come here." And when Nolan came, the captain said, "Mr. Nolan, we are all grateful to you to-day; you are one of us to-day: you will be named in the despatches!" And then the old man took off his own sword of ceremony, and gave it to Nolan, and made him put it on. The man told me this who saw it. Nolan cried like a baby, and well he might. He had not worn a sword since that infernal day at Fort Adams. But always afterwards, on occasions of ceremony, he wore that quaint old French sword of the Commodore's. The captain did mention him in the despatches. It was always said he asked that he might be pardoned. He wrote a special letter to the Secretary of War. But nothing ever came of it. As I said, that was about the time when they began to ignore the whole transaction at Washington, and when Nolans's imprisonment began to carry itself on because there was nobody to stop it without any new orders from home. I have heard it said that he was with Porter when he took possession of the Nukahiwa Islands. Not this Porter you know, but old Porter, his father, Essex Porter-that is the old Essex Porter, not this Essex. As an artillery | nine hours made Nolan's regular daily “occuofficer, who had seen service in the West, pation;" the rest of the time he talked or walked. Nolan knew more about fortifications, embra-Till he grew very old, he went aloft a great deal. sures, ravelins, stockades, and all that, than any He always kept up his exercise, and I never of them did; and he worked with a right good heard that he was ill. If any other man was ill, will in fixing that battery all right. I have al- he was the kindest nurse in the world; and he ways thought it was a pity Porter did not leave knew more than half the surgeons do. Then if him in command there with Gamble. That anybody was sick or died, or if the captain would have settled all the question about his wanted him on any other occasion, he was punishment. We should have kept the islands, always ready to read prayers. I have remarked and at this moment we should have had one that he read beautifully. station in the Pacific Ocean. Our French friends, too, when they wanted this little watering-place, would have found it was preoccupied. But Madison and the Virginians of course flung all that away. All that was near fifty years ago. If Nolan was thirty then, he must have been near eighty when he died. He looked sixty when he was forty. But he never seemed to me to have changed a hair afterwards. As I imagine his life, from what I have seen and heard of it, he must have been in every sea, and yet almost never on land. He must have known in a formal way more officers in our service than any man living knows. He told me once, with a grave smile, that no man in the world lived so methodical a life as he. "You know the boys say I am the Iron Mask, and you know how busy he was." He said it did not do for any one to try to read all the time, more than to do anything else all the time; but that he read just five hours a day. "Then," he said, "I keep up my note-books, writing in them at such and such hours from what I have been reading; and I include in these my scrap-books." These were very curious indeed. He had six or eight, of different subjects. There was one of History, one of Natural Science, one which he called "Odds and Ends." But they were not merely books of extracts from newspapers; they had bits of plants and ribbons, shells tied on, and carved scraps of bone and wood, which he had taught the men to cut for him, and they were beautifully illustrated. He drew admirably. He had some of the funniest drawings there, and some of the most pathetic, that I have ever seen in my life. I wonder who will have Nolan's scrap-books. Well, he said his reading and his notes were his profession, and that they took five hours and two hours respectively of each day. "Then," said he, "every man should have a diversion as well as a profession. My natural history is my diversion." That took two hours a day more. The men used to bring him birds and fish; but on a long cruise he had to satisfy himself with centipedes and cockroaches, and such small game. He was the only naturalist I ever met who knew anything about the habits of the house-fly and the mosquito. All those people can tell you their scientific names; but as for telling how you can get rid of them, or how they get away from you when you strike them, why Linnæus knew as little of that as John Foy the idiot did. These My own acquaintance with Philip Nolan began six or eight years after the war, on my first voyage after I was appointed a midshipman. It was in the first days after our slave-trade treaty, while the reigning house, which was still the House of Virginia, had a sort of sentimentalism about the suppression of the horrors of the Middle Passage, and something was sometimes done that way. We were in the South Atlantic on that business. From the time I joined, I believe I thought Nolan was a sort of lay chaplain-a chaplain with a blue coat. I never asked about him. Everything in the ship was strange to me. I knew it was green to ask questions, and I suppose I thought there was a "Plain-Buttons" on every ship. We had him to dine in our mess once a week, and the caution was given that on that day nothing was to be said about home. But if they had told us not to say anything about the planet Mars or the Book of Deuteronomy, I should not have asked why; there were a great many things which seemed to me to have as little reason. I first came to understand anything about "the man without a country" one day when we overhauled a dirty little schooner which had slaves on board. An officer was sent to take charge of her, and, after few minutes, he sent back his boat to ask that some one might be sent him who could speak Portuguese. We were all looking over the rail when the message came, and we all wished we could interpret, when the captain asked who spoke Portuguese. But none of the officers did; and just as the captain was sending forward to ask if any of the people could, Nolan stepped out and said he should be glad to interpret, if the captain wished, as he understood the language. The captain thanked him, fitted out another boat with him, and in this boat it was my luck to go. When we got there, it was such a scene as you seldom see, and never want to. Nastiness beyond account, and chaos run loose in the midst of the nastiness. There were not a great many of the negroes; but by way of making what there were understand that they were free, Vaughan had had their handcuffs and anklecuffs knocked off, and, for convenience sake, was putting them upon the rascals of the schooner's crew. The negroes were, most of them, out of the hold, and swarming all round the dirty deck, with a central throng surrounding Vaughan, and addressing him in every dialect and patois of a dialect, from the Zulu click up to the Parisian of Beledeljereed. As we came on deck, Vaughan looked down from a hogshead, on which he had mounted in desperation, and said "For God's love, is there anybody who can make these wretches understand something? The men gave them rum, and that did not quiet them. I knocked that big fellow down twice, and that did not soothe him; and then I talked Choctaw to all of them together, and I'll be hanged if they understood that as well as they understood the English." word from his home in six months, while he has been locked up in an infernal barracoon." Vaughan always said he grew grey himself while Nolan struggled through this interpretation. I, who did not understand anything of the passion involved in it, saw that the very elements were melting with fervent heat, and that something was to pay somewhere. Even the negroes themselves stopped howling as they saw Nolan's agony, and Vaughan's almost equal agony of sympathy. As quick as he could get the words, he said Nolan said he could speak Portuguese, and one or two fine-looking Kroomen were dragged out, who, as it had been found already, had worked for the Portuguese on the coast at Fer-will. nando Po. "Tell them they are free," said Vaughan; "and tell them that these rascals are to be hanged as soon as we can get rope enough." Nolan "put that into Spanish"*- that is, he explained it in such Portuguese as the Kroomen could understand, and they in turn to such of the negroes as could understand them. Then there was such a yell of delight, clinching of fists, leaping and dancing, kissing of Nolan's feet, and a general rush made to the hogshead by way of spontaneous worship of Vaughan, as the Deus ex machina of the occasion. "Tell them," said Vaughan, well pleased, "that I will take them all to Cape Palmas." This did not answer so well. Cape Palmas was practically as far from the homes of most of them as New Orleans or Rio Janeiro was-that is, they would be eternally separated from home there; and their interpreters, as we could understand, instantly said, “Ah! non Palmas," and began to propose infinite other expedients in most voluble language. Vaughan was rather disappointed at this result of his liberality, and asked Nolan eagerly what they said. The drops stood on poor Nolan's white forehead, as he hushed the men down, and said "He says, 'Not Palmas.' He says, "Take us home; take us to our own country; take us to our own house; take us to our pickaninnies and our own women.' He says he has an old father and mother, who will die if they do not see him. And this one says he left his people all sick, and paddled down to Fernando to beg the white doctor to come and help them, and these devils caught him in the bay, just in sight of home, and that he has never seen anybody from home since then. And this one says,' choked out Nolan, "that he has not heard a "Tell them Yes, yes, yes! Tell them they shall go to the Mountains of the Moon, if they If I sail the schooner through the Great White Desert, they shall go home!" And after some fashion, Nolan said so; and then they all fell to kissing him again, and wanted to rub his nose with theirs. 66 But he could not stand it long; and getting Vaughan to say he might go back, he beckoned me down into our boat. As we lay back in the stern-sheets, and the men gave way, he said to me: Youngster, let that show you what it is to be without a family, without a home, without a country. And if you are ever tempted to say a word or to do a thing that shall put a bar between you and your family, your home, and your country, pray God in His mercy to take you that instant to His own heaven. Stick by your family, boy; forget you have a self, while you do everything for them. Think of your home, boy; write and send, and talk about it. Let it be nearer and nearer to your thought, the farther you have to travel from it; and rush back to it when you are free, as that poor black slave is doing now. And for your country, boy," and the words rattled in his throat, "and for that flag," and he pointed to the ship, never dream a dream but of serving her as she bids you, though the service carry you through a thousand hells. No matter what happens to you, no matter who flatters you or who abuses you, never look at another flag, never let a night pass but you pray God to bless that flag. Remember, boy, that behind all these men you have to do with, behind officers, and government, and people even, there is the country herself-your country, and that you belong to her as you belong to your own mother. Stand by her, boy, as you would stand by your mother if those devils there had got hold of her to-day !" I was frightened to death by his calm hard "passion, but I blundered out that I would, by all that was holy, and that I had never thought of doing anything else. He hardly seemed to hear me; but he did, almost in a whisper, say: "Oh, if anybody had said so to me when I was of your age!" now, The phrase is General Taylor's. When Santa Aña brought up his immense army at Buena Vista, he sent a flag of truce to invite Taylor to surrender. "Tell him to go to hell," said old Rough-and-Ready. till "Perfect Bliss," as Bliss, put that into Spanish." this accomplished officer, too early lost, was called, interpreted liberally, replying to the flag, in exquisite Castilian, "Say to General Santa Aña, that if he wants us, he must come and take us." And this is the answer which has gone into history. I think it was this half-confidence of his, which I never abused, for I never told this story which afterwards made us great friends. Often he sat up, or He was very kind to me. even got up, at night to walk the deck with me when it was my watch. He explained to me a great deal of my mathematics, and I owe to him my taste for mathematics. He lent me books, and helped me about my reading. He never alluded so directly to his story again; but from one and another officer I have learned, in thirty years, what I am telling. When we parted from him in St. Thomas harbour, at the end of our cruise, I was more sorry than I can tell. I was very glad to meet him again in 1830; and later in life, when I thought I had some influence in Washington, I moved heaven and earth to have him discharged. But it was like getting a ghost out of prison. They pretended there was no such man, and never was such a man; they will say so at the Department now! Perhaps they do not know; it will not be the first thing in the service of which the Department appears to know nothing! There is a story that Nolan met Burr once on one of our vessels, when a party of Americans came on board in the Mediterranean. But this I believe to be a lie; or rather, it is a myth, ben trovato, iuvolving a tremendous blowing-up with which he sunk Burr, asking him how he liked to be "without a country." But it is clear, from Burr's life, that nothing of the sort could have happened; and I mention this only as an illustration of the stories which get agoing where there is the least mystery at bottom. So poor Philip Nolan had his wish fulfilled. I know but one fate more dreadful: it is the fate reserved for those men who shall have one day to exile themselves from their country because they have attempted her ruin, and shall have at the same time to see the prosperity and honour to which she rises when she has rid herself of them and their iniquities. The wish of poor Nolan, as we all learned to call him, not because his punishment was too great, but because his repentance was so clear, was precisely the wish of every one who broke a soldier's oath two years ago, and of every one who broke a sailor's. I do not know how often they have repented. I do know that they have done all that in them lay ! that they might have no country-that all the honours, associations, memories, and hopes which belong to "country" might be broken up into little shreds and distributed to the winds. I know, too, that their punishment, as they vegetate through what is left of life to them in wretched Boulognes and Leicester Squares, where they are destined to upbraid each other! till they die, will have all the agony of Nolan's, with the added pang that everyone who sees them, will see them to despise and to execrate them. They will have their wish, like him. For him, poor fellow! he repented of his folly, and then, like a man, submitted to the fate he had asked for. He never intentionally added to the difficulty or delicacy of the charge of those who had him in hold. Accidents would happen; but they never happened from his fault. Lieutenant Truxton told me that when Texas was annexed there was a careful discussion among the officers whether they should get hold of Nolan's handsome set of maps, and cut Texas out — from the map of the world and the map of Mexico. The United States had been cut out when the atlas was bought for him; but it was voted, rightly enough, that to do this would be virtually to reveal to him what had happened; or, as Harry Cole said, to make him think Old Burr had succeeded: So it was from no fault of Nolan's that a great botch happened at my own table, when for a short time I was in command of the George Washington corvette, on the South-American station. We were lying in the La Plata, and some of the officers, who had been on shore, and had just joined again, were entertaining us with accounts of their misadventures in riding the half-wild horses of Buenos Ayres. Nolan was at table, and was in an unusually bright and talkative mood. Some story of a tumble reminded him of an adventure of his own, when he was catching wild horses in Texas with his brother Stephen, at a time when he must have been quite a boy. He told the story with a good deal of spirit-so much so that the silence which often follows a good story hung over the table for an instant, to be broken by Nolan himself, for he asked, perfectly unconsciously Pray, what has become of Texas? After the Mexicans got their independence, I thought that province of Texas would come forward very fast. It is really one of the finest regions on earth-it is the Italy of this continent. But I have not seen or heard a word of Texas for near twenty years." There were two Texan officers at the table. The reason he had never heard of Texas was that Texas and her affairs had been painfully cut out of his newspapers since Austin began his settlements; so that while he read of Honduras and Tamaulipas, and till quite lately of California, this virgin province, in which his brother had travelled so far, and, I believe, had died, had ceased to be to him. Waters and Williams, the two Texas men, looked grimly at each other, and tried not to laugh. Edward Morris had his attention attracted by the third link in the chain of the captain's chandelier. Waters was seized with a convulsion of sneezing. Nolan himself saw that something was to pay, he did not know what; and I, as master of the feast, had to say "Texas is not on the map, Mr. Nolan. Have you seen Captain Back's curious account of Sir Thomas Roe's Welcome?" After that cruise I never saw Nolan again. I wrote to him at least twice a year, for in that voyage we became even confidentially intimate; but he never wrote to me. The other men tell me that in those fifteen years he aged very fast, as well he might indeed, but that he was still the same gentle, uncomplaining, silent sufferer that he ever was, bearing as best he could his self-appointed punishment; rather less social, perhaps, with new men whom he did not know, but more anxious apparently than ever to serve and befriend and teach the boys, some of whom fairly seemed to worship him. And now it seems the dear old fellow is dead. He has found a home at last, and a country. Since writing this, and while considering |