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Appeared like something in myself, a dream,

A prospect in the mind.

I had received so much, that all my thoughts

Were steeped in feeling; I was only then "Twere long to tell 400 Contented, when with bliss ineffable I felt the sentiment of Being spread O'er all that moves and all that seemeth still;

What spring and autumn, what the winter

snows,

And what the summer shade, what day
and night,

355 Evening and morning, sleep and waking,
thought

From sources inexhaustible, poured forth 405
To feed the spirit of religious love

In which I walked with Nature. But let this
Be not forgotten, that I still retained
360 My first creative sensibility;

That by the regular action of the world
My soul was unsubdued. A plastic power
Abode with me; a forming hand, at times
Rebellious, acting in a devious mood;
365 A local spirit of his own, at war

410

With general tendency, but, for the most,
Subservient strictly to external things
With which it communed. An auxiliar light
Came from my mind, which on the setting 415

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O'er all that, lost beyond the reach of thought

And human knowledge, to the human eye Invisible, yet liveth to the heart;

O'er all that leaps and runs, and shouts and sings,

Or beats the gladsome air; o'er all that glides

Beneath the wave, yea, in the wave itself,
And mighty depth of waters. Wonder not
If high the transport, great the joy I felt
Communing in this sort through earth and
heaven

With every form of creature, as it looked
Towards the Uncreated with a countenance
Of adoration, with an eye of love.
One song they sang, and it was audible,
Most audible, then, when the fleshly ear,
O'ercome by humblest prelude of that
strain,

Forgot her functions, and slept undisturbed.

If this be error, and another faith
Find easier access to the pious mind,
Yet were I grossly destitute of all
Those human sentiments that make this
earth

So dear, if I should fail with grateful voice
To speak of you, ye mountains, and ye
lakes

425 And sounding cataracts, ye mists and winds That dwell among the hills where I was

385 In objects where no brotherhood exists
To passive minds. My seventeenth year 430

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born.

If in my youth I have been pure in heart, If, mingling with the world, I am content With my own modest pleasures, and have lived

With God and Nature communing, removed

From little enmities and low desires,
The gift is yours; if in these times of fear1
This melancholy waste of hopes o'er-
thrown,

If, 'mid indifference and apathy,
And wicked exultation when good men
On every side fall off, we know not how,
To selfishness, disguised in gentle names
Of peace and quiet and domestic love,

1 During the War of the Second Coalition, 17991801, when England feared an invasion by Napoleon. See Coleridge's Fears in Solitude (p. 353).

Yet mingled not unwillingly with sneers 120 All finite motions overruling, lives

440 On visionary minds; if, in this time

Of dereliction and dismay, I yet Despair not of our nature, but retain A more than Roman confidence, a faith That fails not, in all sorrow my support, 445 The blessing of my life; the gift is yours, Ye winds and sounding cataracts! 'tis yours Ye mountains! thine, O Nature! hast fed

My lofty speculations; and in thee, For this uneasy heart of ours, I find 450 A never-failing principle of joy And purest passion.

Thou

From Book III. RESIDENCE AT CAMBRIDGE

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In glory immutable. But peace! enough
Here to record that I was mounting now
To such community with highest truth-
A track pursuing, not untrod before,
From strict analogies by thought supplied
Or consciousnesses not to be subdued.
To every natural form, rock, fruit, or
flower,

Even the loose stones that cover the high-
way,

I gave a moral life: I saw them feel, 130 Or linked them to some feeling: the great

90 Oft when the dazzling show no longer new
Had ceased to dazzle, ofttimes did I quit
My comrades, leave the crowd, buildings 135
and groves,

And as I paced alone the level fields

Far from those lovely sights and sounds

sublime

95 With which I had been conversant, the mind 140 Drooped not; but there into herself returning,

With prompt rebound seemed fresh as
heretofore.

At least I more distinctly recognized
Her native instincts: let me dare to speak
100 A higher language, say that now I felt
What independent solaces were mine,
To mitigate the injurious sway of place

mass

Lay bedded in a quickening soul, and all That I beheld respired with inward mean

ing.

Add that whate'er of Terror or of Love
Or Beauty, Nature's daily face put on
From transitory passion, unto this

I was as sensitive as waters are
To the sky's influence in a kindred mood
Of passion; was obedient as a lute
That waits upon the touches of the wind.
Unknown, unthought of, yet I was most
rich-

I had a world about me- 'twas my own;
I made it, for it only lived to me,
And to the God who sees into the heart.

From BooK IV. SUMMER VACATION 'Mid a throng

Or circumstance, how far soever changed 310 Of maids and youths, old men, and ma

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The guides and wardens of our faculties, 355 Sages who in their prescience would control All accidents, and to the very road Which they have fashioned would con- 395 fine us down,

Like engines; when will their presumption learn,

That in the unreasoning progress of the world

360 A wiser spirit is at work for us,

A better eye than theirs, most prodigal Of blessings, and most studious of our good,

Even in what seem our most unfruitful
hours?

There was a Boy: ye knew him well,
ye cliffs

365 And islands of Winander!-many a time
At evening, when the earliest stars began
To move along the edges of the hills,
Rising or setting, would he stand alone
Beneath the trees or by the glimmering
lake,

370 And there, with fingers interwoven, both hands

1 dyed scarlet

400

Into the bosom of the steady lake.

This Boy was taken from his mates, and died

In childhood, ere he was full twelve years

old.

Fair is the spot, most beautiful the vale
Where he was born;1 the grassy church-

yard hangs

Upon a slope above the village school,2
And through that churchyard when my
way has led

On summer evenings, I believe that there
A long half hour together I have stood
Mute, looking at the grave in which he lies!
Even now appears before the mind's clear
eye

That self-same village church; I see her sit
(The throned Lady whom erewhile we
hailed)

On her green hill, forgetful of this Boy
Who slumbers at her feet,-forgetful, too,
Of all her silent neighborhood of graves,
And listening only to the gladsome sounds
405 That, from the rural school ascending, play
Beneath her and about her. May she long
Behold a race of young ones like to those
With whom I herded!- (easily, indeed,
We might have fed upon a fatter soil
410 Of arts and letters-but be that for-
given) -

A race of real children; not too wise,
Too learned, or too good; but wanton,
fresh,

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And bandied up and down by love and hate;

Not unresentful where self-justified; 415 Fierce, moody, patient, venturous, modest, shy;

Mad at their sports like withered leaves in winds;

Though doing wrong and suffering, and full oft

To endure this state of meagre vassalage,
Unwilling to forego, confess, submit

520 Uneasy and unsettled, yoke-fellows

Bending beneath our life's mysterious 525 weight

Of pain, and doubt, and fear, yet yielding

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And they must have their food. Our childhood sits,

Our simple childhood, sits upon a throne That hath more power than all the elements.

510 I guess not what this tells of being past, Nor what it augurs of the life to come; But so it is, and, in that dubious hour, That twilight when we first begin to see This dawning earth, to recognize, expect, 515 And, in the long probation that ensues, The time of trial, ere we learn to live In reconcilement with our stinted powers; 1 wander about

To custom, mettlesome, and not yet tamed And humbled down;-oh! then we feel, we feel,

We know where we have friends. Ye\
dreamers, then,

Forgers of daring tales! we bless you then,
Impostors, drivellers, dotards, as the ape
Philosophy will call you; then we feel
With what, and how great might ye are in
league,

Who make our wish, our power, our
thought a deed,

An empire, a possession,-ye whom time 530 And seasons serve; all Faculties to whom Earth crouches, the elements are potter's

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All winter long, whenever free to choose, Did I by night frequent the College groves And tributary walks; the last, and oft The only one, who had been lingering there 610 70 Through hours of silence, till the porter's bell,

A punctual follower on the stroke of nine,
Rang with its blunt unceremonious voice,
Inexorable summons! Lofty elms,
Inviting shades of opportune recess,
75 Bestowed composure on a neighborhood
Unpeaceful in itself. A single tree
With sinuous trunk, boughs exquisitely
wreathed,

Grew there; an ash which Winter for him-
self

Decked as in pride, and with outlandish grace:

80 Up from the ground, and almost to the top,

The trunk and every master branch were

green

With clustering ivy, and the lightsome twigs

And outer spray profusely tipped with seeds

That hung in yellow tassels, while the air 85 Stirred them, not voiceless. Often have I stood

Foot-bound uplooking at this lovely tree
Beneath a frosty moon. The hemisphere
Of magic fiction, verse of mine perchance
May never tread; but scarcely Spenser's
self

90 Could have more tranquil visions in his youth,

Or could more bright appearances create
Of human forms with superhuman powers,
Than I beheld loitering on calm clear nights
Alone, beneath this fairy work of earth.

Imagination-here the Power so called Through sad incompetence of human speech,

That awful Power rose from the mind's abyss

595 Like an unfathered vapor that enwraps, At once, some lonely traveller. I was lost; Halted without an effort to break through; But to my conscious soul I now can say "I recognize thy glory:" in such strength. 600 Of usurpation, when the light of sense

Goes out, but with a flash that has revealed The invisible world, doth greatness make abode,

There harbors; whether we be young or old, Our destiny, our being's heart and home, 605 Is with infinitude, and only there;

With hope it is, hope that can never die,

615

Effort, and expectation, and desire,
And something evermore about to be.
Under such banners militant, the soul
Seeks for no trophies, struggles for no
spoils

That may attest her prowess, blest in thoughts

That are their own perfection and reward, Strong in herself and in beatitude

That hides her, like the mighty flood of Nile

Poured from his fount of Abyssinian

clouds

To fertilize the whole Egyptian plain.

The melancholy slackening that ensued Upon those tidings by the peasant given Was soon dislodged. Downwards we hurried fast,

620 And with the half-shaped road which we had missed,

625

Entered a narrow chasm. The brook and road

Were fellow-travellers in this gloomy

strait,

And with them did we journey several hours

At a slow pace. The immeasurable height Of woods decaying, never to be decayed, The stationary blasts of waterfalls,

And in the narrow rent at every turn Winds thwarting winds, bewildered and forlorn,

The torrent shooting from the clear blue

sky,

630 The rocks that muttered close upon our

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