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"he has been a fool all his life,-to un"learn all that he has been taught in "his youth? or can think that some of "the best men that ever lived have been "fools? I have often wished I had been

"born a Catholic. That purgatory of "theirs is a comfortable doctrine; I won"der the reformers gave it up, or did "not substitute something as consolatory "in its room. It is an improvement on "the transmigration, Shelley, which all your wiseacre philosophers taught.

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"You believe in Plato's three princi"ples;-why not in the Trinity? One "is not more mystical than the other. "I don't know why I am considered an

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enemy to religion, and an unbeliever. "I disowned the other day that I was "of Shelley's school in metaphysics,

"though I admired his poetry; not but "what he has changed his mode of think

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ing very much since he wrote the Notes

"to 'Queen Mab,' which I was accused of

having a hand in. I know, however, "that I am considered an infidel. My "wife and sister, when they joined par

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ties, sent me prayer-books. There was "a Mr. Mulock, who went about the Con"tinent preaching orthodoxy in politics "and religion, a writer of bad sonnets, and a lecturer in worse prose,—he tried

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Christianity. He was a great anti-ma"terialist, and abused Locke."

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On another occasion he said:

"I
I am always getting new correspond-

ents. Here are three letters just ar

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rived, from strangers all of them. One "is from a French woman, who has been

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writing to me off and on for the last "three years. She is not only a blue

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bottle, but a poetess, I suspect. Her object in addressing me now, she says, "is to get me to write on the loss of a slave-ship, the particulars of which she "details.

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"The second epistle is short, and in a hand I know very well: it is anoHear what she says: "I

nymous too.

"cannot longer exist without acknow

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ledging the tumultuous and agonizing delight with which my soul burns at "the glowing beauties of yours.'

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"A third is of a very different charac

ter from the last; it is from a Mr.

"Sheppard, inclosing a prayer made for 66 my welfare by his wife a few days be"fore her death. The letter states that "he has had the misfortune to lose this "amiable woman, who had seen me at

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Ramsgate, many years ago, rambling

among the cliffs; that she had been

impressed with a sense of my irreligion "from the tenor of my works, and had

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often prayed fervently for my conver

sion, particularly in her last moments. is beautifully written. I She must have

"The prayer

"like devotion in women.

"been a divine creature. I pity the man "who has lost her! I shall write to him

"by return of the courier, to console with

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him, and tell him that Mrs. S

"need not have entertained any concern "for my spiritual affairs, for that no man "is more of a Christian than I am, what

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"A circumstance took place in Greece "that impressed itself lastingly on my

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memory. I had once thought of found

ing a tale on it; but the subject is too harrowing for any nerves,-too terrible "for any pen! An order was issued at "Zanina by its sanguinary Rajah, that

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any Turkish woman convicted of inconti"nence with a Christian should be stoned "to death! Love is slow at calculat

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ing dangers, and defies tyrants and their

edicts; and many were the victims to "the savage barbarity of this of Ali's.

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Among others a girl of sixteen, of a

beauty such as that country only pro

duces, fell under the vigilant eye of the

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