Well!" returned I, moved by the kindness of his voice and manner, and willing to shake off my embarrassment, use the privilege generously, and I don't care if, for once, I grant it you."

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Maitland instantly, without compliment or apology, availed himself of my concession. "I presume," said he, "that Miss Arnold has acquainted you with her very strange communication to me this morning." I only bowed in answer, and did not venture again to raise my head. "Did she tell you too," proceeded Maitland, in the tone of strong indignation, "that she meant to conceal from you this most unprovoked act of treachery, had I not insisted upon warning you against a confident who could betray your secret,--and such a secret!"

Abashed and humbled, conscious that since my friend had been partly licensed by myself, she was less blameable than she appeared, yet unable, without exposing myself still farther, to state what little could be alleged in her vindication, I stammered out a few words, implying that perhaps Miss Arnold did not affix any importance to the secret.

"The inferences she drew," said Maitland, “leave no doubt that she thought it important; or, granting it were as you say, is the woman fit to be a friend who could regard such a transaction as immaterial? Is there any real friend to whom you could confide it without reluctance? I need not ask if you have entrusted it to your father."

The tears of mortification and resentment which had been collecting in my eyes while Maitland spoke, burst from them when I attempted to answer. But my wounded pride quickly came to my assistance. "No, sir," returned I; "but if you think your own reproofs insufficient, you will of course aid them with my father's."

Maitland could not resist the sight of my uneasiness. His countenance expressed the most gentle compassion, and his voice softened even to tenderness. "And is the reproof of a father," said he, more formidable to you than all that your delicacy must suffer under obligation to a confident admirer? Dearest Miss Percy, as a friend a most attached, most anxious friend I beseech you to"

He stopped short, and coloured very deeply, suddenly aware, I believe, that he was speaking with a warmth which friendship seldom assumes; then taking refuge in a double intrenchment of formality, he begged me to pardon a freedom which he ascribed to his friendship for my father and Miss Mortimer. In spite of my mortifying situation, my heart bounded with triumph as I traced through this disguise the proofs of my power over the affections of Maitland, Recover

ing my spirits, I told him frankly, that I was determined to make no application to my father, since a few weeks would enable me to escape from my difficulty without the hazard of incensing him. Maitland looked distressed, but made no further attempt to persuade me. "This is what I feared," said he; " but I am sensible that I have no right to urge you."

He was silent for some moments, and seemed labouring with something which he knew not how to utter. A certain tremor began to steal over me too, and expectation made my breath come short when I again heard his voice. "There may be an impropriety," he began, but again he stopped, embarrassed. "There may be objections against your-your condescension to Lord Frederick, which do not apply to all your acquaintance; and and I have taken the liberty to-to bring a few hundred pounds, in case you would do me the honour to" The manly brown of Maitland's cheek flushed with a warmer tint as he spoke; and the eye which had so often awed my turbulent spirit, now sunk timidly before mine; for he was conferring an obligation, and his generous heart entered by sympathy into the situation of one compelled to accept a pecuniary favour. But I was teazed and disappointed; for here was nothing of the expected declaration on the contrary, Maitland had wilfully marked the difference between himself and a lover.

He probably read vexation in my face, though he ascribed it to a wrong cause. "I see," said he in a tone of mortification, "that this is a degree of confidence which I must not expect. Perhaps you will suffer me to mention the matter to Miss Mortimer; she, I am sure, will allow me to be her banker for any sum you may require."

Shame on the heartless being who could see in this delicate kindness only a triumph for the most despicable vanity! In vain did Maitland veil his interest under the semblance of friendship. Seeing, and glorying to see, that passion lurked under the disguise, I could not restrain my impatience to force the mask away. I thanked Maitland, but told him that the delay of a few weeks could be of little importance; adding, gaily, that I fancied Lord Frederick was in no haste for payment, and would prefer the right of a creditor over the liberty of his debtor.

Maitland almost shuddered. "Can you jest upon such a subject?" said he. The expression of uneasiness which crossed his features only encouraged me to proceed. "No really," said I, with affected seriousness, "I am quite in earnest. One day or other I suppose I must give somebody a right to me, and it may as well be Lord Frederick as another. Marriage will be at best but a heartless business to me. Heigho!"

"I hope it will be otherwise," said Maitland, with a sigh not quite so audible as mine, but a little more sincere.

"No, no," said I, sighing again, "love is out

of the question with me. The creatures that dangle after me want either a toy upon which to throw away their money, or money to throw away upon their toys. A heart would be quite lost upon any of them. If, indeed, a man of sense and worth had attached himself to me-a man with sincerity enough to tell me of my faults, with gentleness to do it kindly,-with -with something in his character, perhaps in his manners, to secure respect-he might have

have found me not incapable of-of an animated-I mean of a-a very respectful friendship."

I could not utter this last sentence without palpable emotion. Nature, which had done much to unfit me for deliberate coquetry, faltered in my voice, and stained my cheek with burning blushes. In the confusion which I had brought upon myself, I should have utterly forgotten to watch the success of my experiment, had not my attention been drawn by the tremor of Maitland's hand. I ventured, thus encouraged, to steal a glance at his countenance.

His eye was fixed upon me with a keenness which seemed to search my very soul. Deep glowing crimson flushed his face. It was only for a moment. His colour instantly fading to more than its natural paleness, he almost threw from him the hand which he had held. "Oh, Ellen," he cried, in a tone of bitter reproach, "how can you, suspecting, as I see you do, the power of your witchery over me, how can you! -Others might despise my weakness-I myself despise it but with you it should have been sacred."

Where is the spirit of prophecy which can foretell how that which at a distance seems desirable will affect us when it meets our grasp? Who could have believed that this avowal, so long expected, so eagerly anticipated, should have been heard only with shame and mortification! Far, indeed, from the elation of conquest were my feelings, while I shrunk before the rebuke of him whose displeasure had, with me, the power of a reproving angel. Abashed and confounded, I did not even dare to raise my eyes, whilst Maitland, retreating from me, stood for some moments in thoughtless silence. Approaching me again: "No," said he in a low, constrained voice, "I cannot speak to you now. Give me a few minutes to-morrow: they shall be the last."

Before I could have articulated a word, had the universe depended upon my utterance, Maitland was gone.

As soon as my recollection returned, I stole, like a culprit to my own apartment, where, locking myself in, I fell into a reverie, in which stifled self-reproach, resentment against Miss Arnold, and an undefined dread of the consequences of Maitland's displeasure, were but faintly relieved by complacency towards my own victorious charms. Maitland's parting words rung in my ears; and though I endeavoured to

persuade myself that they were dictated by a resentment which could not resist the slightest concession from me, they never recurred to my mind unattended by some degree of alarm. I was determined, however, that no consideration should tempt me to betray the cause of my sex, by humbling myself before a proud lover ;" and if he be resolved to break my chains, let him do so," said I, "if he can." I justly considered the loss of a lover as no very grievous misfortune. Alas! I could not then estimate the evil of losing such a friend as Maitland.

The next morning he came early to claim his audience: not such as I had seen him the evening before; but calm, self-possessed, and dignified. He entered upon his subject with little apparent effort, telling me that he was come to give me, if I had the patience to receive it, the explanation to which he conceived me entitled, after the inadvertencies which had at different times betrayed his secret. Provoked by his composure, I answered, that " explanation was quite unnecessary, since I did not apprehend that either his conduct or motives could at all affect me."

"Suffer me then," said he mildly, “to explain them for my own sake, that I may, if I can, escape the imputation of caprice." I made some light silly reply; and, affecting the utmost indifference, took my knotting and sat down. "Have you no curiosity," said Maitland, “ to know how you won and how you have lost a heart that could have loved you faithfully? Though my affections are of no value to you, you may one day prize those which the same errors might alienate!"

That is not very likely, sir," said I. “I shall probably not approach so near the last stage of celibacy as to catch my advantage of any wandering fancy which may cross a man's mind."

"This was no wandering fancy," said Maitland with calm seriousness. "You are the first woman I ever loved, and I shall retain the most tender, the most peculiar interest in your welfare, long after what is painful in my present feelings has passed away. But I must fly while I can: before I lose the power to relinquish what I know it would be misery to obtain."

"Oh, sir, I assure you that this is a misery I shall spare you,” cried I, my heart swelling with impatience at a style of profession, for it cannot be called courtship, to which I was so little accustomed.

"Now this is childish," said Maitland. "Are you angry at having escaped being teazed with useless importunity? If you would have me feel all the pang of leaving you, call back the candour and sweetness that first bewitched me. For it was not your beauty, Ellen. I had seen you more than once ere I observed that you were beautiful, and twenty times ere I felt it. It was your playful simplicity, your want of all design, your perfect transparency of mind, that

won upon me before I was aware, and when I was weary of toil, and sick of the heartlessness and duplicity of mankind, I turned to you, and thought- -it matters not what."

Maitland paused, but I was in no humour to break the silence. My anger gave place to a more gentle feeling. I felt that I had possessed, that I had lost the approbation of Maitland, and the tears were rising to my eyes; but the fear that he should ascribe them to regret for the loss of his stoic-love, forced them back to the proud heart.

"Yet," continued Maitland, "I perceived, pardon my plainness, that your habits and inclinations were such as must be fatal to every plan of domestic comfort; and at four and thirty a man begins to foresee that, after the raptures of the lover are past, the husband has a long life before him, in which he must either share his joys and his sorrows with a friend, or exact the submission of an inferior. To be a restraint upon your pleasure is what I could not endure; yet otherwise they must have interfered with every pursuit of my life; nay, must every hour have shocked my perceptions of right and wrong. Nor is this all," continued Maitland, guiding my comprehension by the increased solemnity of his manner. "Who that seeks a friend would choose one who would consider his employments as irksome, his pleasures as fantastic, his hopes as a dream! one who would regard the object of his supreme desire as men do a fearful vision, visiting them unwelcome in their hours of darkness, but slighted or forgotten in every happier season. No, Ellen! the wife of a Christian must be more than the toy of his leisure: she must be his fellow-labourer, his fellow-worshipper."

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"Very well, sir!" interrupted I, my spirit of impatience again beginning to stir. "Enough of my disqualifications for an office which I really have no ambition to fill."

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"I believe you Miss Percy," returned Maitland, "and that belief is all that reconciles me to my sacrifice; therefore, beware how you weaken it by these affected airs of scorn. sure you, they were not necessary to convince me that you are not to be won unsought. It was this conviction which made me follow you even when I saw my danger. I flattered myself that I might be useful to you; or rather, perhaps, this was the only devise by which I could excuse my weakness to myself. In a vain trust in the humility of a woman, and a trust yet more vain in the prudence of a lover, I purposed to conceal my feelings till they should be lost amidst the cares of a busy life. Your penetration, or my own imprudence, has defeated that purpose, just as I began to perceive that you are too powerful for cares and business. Nothing then remains but to fly whilst I have the power. In a fortnight hence I shall sail for

the West Indies."

I started, as if a dart had pierced me. The

utmost which I had apprehended from Maitland's threats of desertion was, that he should withdraw from our family circle. "For the West Indies!" I faintly repeated.

Since I must

"Yes. It happens not unfortunately that I have business there. But I have dwelt too long upon myself and my concerns. 'cut off the right hand,' better the stroke were past. I have only one request to make,-one earnest request, and then"-He paused. I would have asked the nature of his request, but a rising in my throat threatened to betray me, and I only ventured an inquiring look. Maitland took my hand; and the demon of coquetry was now so entirely laid, that I suffered him to retain it without a struggle. "Dear, ever dear Ellen!" said he, "many an anxious thought will turn to you when we are far asunder; repay me for them all, by granting one petition. It is, that you will confide your difficulties, whatever they be, to Miss Mortimer; and when you do so, give her this packet."

"No, no," interrupted I, with quickness. "The sum I owe Lord Frederick is a trifle compared to what you suppose it. It was the price of a bauble-a vile bauble. It was no secrethundreds saw it-accident, mere accident made

Shocked at the emotion I was betraying, and in horror lest Maitland should impute it to a humbling cause, I suddenly changed my manner, haughtily declaring, that I would neither distress my friend in her illness, nor incur any new obligation. Maitland modestly endeavoured to shake my determination; but, finding me resolute, he rose to be gone. "Farewell, Ellen"

every blessing" the rest could not reach my ear; but while I have being I shall remember his look as he turned from me. It was anguish, rendered more touching by a struggle for a smile, that came like a watery beam upon the troubled deep, making the sadness more dreary. I turned to a window, and watched till he disappeared.

I have lived to be deserted by all mankind— to wander houseless in a land of strangers-to gaze upon the crowds of an unknown city, assured that I should see no friend-to be secluded, as in a living grave, from human intelligence and from human sympathy; but never did I feel so desolately alone, as when I turned to the chamber where Maitland had been, and felt that he was gone. Miss Mortimer's words flashed

on my mind. "The good and the wise will one by one forsake you." "They have forsaken me! all forsaken me!" I cried, as, throwing myself upon the ground, I rested my head upon a seat which Maitland had left, hid my face in my arm, and wept.

As Lady St. Edmunds was no restraint upon me, her presence in our coterie was rather advantageous to Lord Frederick, banishing the reserve of a tête-à-tête, and allowing him constantly to offer gallantries too indirect to provoke repulse, yet too pointed to be overlooked. Indeed, such attentions from him were now become so habitual to me, that I accepted of them as things of course, without consideration either of motive or consequence. They amused and flattered me; and amusement and flattery were the sum of my desires.

Things were in this train, when, one morning, the usual party being met in the boudoir, Lady St. Edmunds was called away to receive a visitor. She went without ceremony; for she never reminded me of our difference of rank, by any of those correct formalities by which the great are accustomed to distance their inferiors. She gaily enjoined Lord Frederick to entertain me, and he accepted of the office with a look which prompted me, I know not why, to move hastily towards a harp, on which I struck some chords. Lord Frederick stopped me, addressing me so much more seriously than he had ever done be fore, that, in my surprise, I suffered him to proceed without interruption. In the warmest phrase of fashion, he besought me to tell him how long I meant to continue his lingering probation; and protested, that he was no longer able to endure my delays. The presumptuousness of this language was softened by tones and gestures so humble, that I found it impossible to be angry; but I was not a little confounded at a security which I had been far from intending to authorise. Recovering myself as well as I was able, I affected to receive his protestations in jest, telling him his gallantries were now so hackneyed, that I had already exhausted all my wit in replying to them; and that if he wished to find me at all entertaining, he must positively call a new subject.

His lordship abated nothing of his solemnity. He fell upon his knees, conjured me to be serious, and talked of as many cruelties, racks, and tortures as would have furnished the dungeons of the Inquisition; yet still the drift of his rhetoric seemed to be only this, that he had now been for a very competent time the martyr of my charms, and therefore was entitled to claim his reward.

Though somewhat alarmed, I still tried to laugh off the attack, telling him, that he had changed his manner much to the worse, since gravity in him seemed the most preposterous thing in nature. "Was it possible," Lord Frederick inquired with a tragedy exclamation, "that I could thus punish him for a disguise of gaiety which he had assumed only to mislead indifferent eyes, but which he was certain had never deceived my penetration?" And then he boldly appealed to my candour," whether I had ever for a moment misunderstood him?" Too much startled and confounded to persevere in THE NOVEL NEWSPAPER.-No. 364.

my levity, I replied in the words of simple truth, "that I had never bestowed any consideration upon his meaning since my father had settled the matter."

Lord Frederick poured forth all the established forms of abuse against parental authority; execrating, in a most loverlike manner, the idea of subjecting the affections to its control, and protesting his belief, that I had too much spirit to sacrifice him to such tyranny. Piqued at my lover's implied security, I answered, "that I had no inclination to resist my father's will; and that so long as he did not require me to marry any man who was particularly disagreeable to me, I should very willingly leave a negative in his power." Lord Frederick struck his hand upon his forehead, and raised his handkerchief to his eyes, as if to conceal extreme agitation. "Cruel, cruel, Miss Percy!" he cried, "if such are indeed your sentiments,-if you are indeed determined to submit to the decision of your inhuman father, why, why did you, with such barbarous kindness, restore the hopes which he had destroyed? Why did you, in this very room, allow me to hope that you would reward my faithful love,—that you would fly with me to that happy land where marriage is still free!"

My masquerade folly thus recalled to my recollection, the blood rushed tumultuously to my face and bosom. Unable to repel the charge, and terrified by this glimpse of the shackles which my imprudence had forged me, I stammered out, that "whatever I might have said in a thoughtless moment, I was sure that no friend of Lord Frederick's or mine would advise either of us to so rash a step."

"No friend of mine," returned Lord Frederick, using the gestures of drying his fine blue eyes, “shall ever again be consulted. Could I have foreseen your cruel treatment, never would I have put it in the power, even of my nearest relative, to injure you by publishing the hopes you had given."

The hint, conveyed in these words, was not lost upon me. I concluded that Lord Frederick had thought himself authorised to talk of the encouragement he had received. Our sense of impropriety is rarely so just as to gain nothing from anticipating the judgment of our fellowcreatures; and the levity which I had practised as an innocent trifling, took a very different form, when I saw it, by sympathy, in the light in which it might soon be seen by hundreds. The folly into which I had been seduced by malice, vanity, and the love of amusement, would stand charactered in the world's sentence as unjustifiable coquetry. Viewed in its consequences as ruinous to the peace of a heart that loved me, I myself scarcely bestowed upon it a gentler name. Confused, perplexed, and distressed, not daring to meet the eye of the man whom I had injured, I sat looking wistfully towards the door, more eager to escape from my present embar