Here, sweetly forgetting and wholly forgot By the world and its turbulent throng, Hear, wand'ring in scenes that are sacred to night, And often the sun has spent much of his light, While a mantle of darkness envelops the sphere, To me the dark hours are all equally dear, Here I and the beasts of the deserts agree, Though little is found in this dreary abode My spirit is sooth'd by the presence of God, Ye desolate scenes, to your solitude led, And scarce know the source of the tears that I shed, There's nothing I seem to have skill to discern, I live, yet I seem to myself to be dead, I am nourish'd without knowing how I am fed, Oh Love! who in darkness art pleased to abide, That these contrarieties only reside Ah send me not back to the race of mankind, For where in the crowds I have left, shall I find Here let me, though fix'd in a desert, be free; A little one whom they despise, Though lost to the world, if in union with thee, Shall be holy, and happy, and wise. TO MARY. AUTUMN OF 1793. THE twentieth year is well nigh past, Ah would that this might be the last, My Mary! Thy spirits have a fainter flow, I see thee daily weaker grow 'Twas my distress, that brought thee low, My Mary! Thy needles, once a shining store, For my sake restless heretofore, Now rust disus'd, and shine no more, My Mary! For though thou gladly wouldst fulfil My Mary! But well thou playd'st the housewife's part, Have wound themselves about this heart, My Mary! Thy indistinct expressions seem Like language utter'd in a dream; Yet me they charm, whate'er the theme, My Mary' Thy silver locks, once auburn bright, My Mary! For could I view nor them nor thee, My Mary Partakers of thy sad decline, Such feebleness of limbs thou prov'st, My Mary! My Mary! And still to love, though prest with ill, In wint'ry age to feel no chill, With me is to be lovely still, My Mary But ah! by constant heed I know, How oft this sadness that I shew, Transforms thy smiles to looks of woe, My Mary! And should my future lot be cast With much resemblance of the past, Thy worn-out heart will break at last, My Mary! THE END. PRINTED BY BAYLIS AND LEIGHTON, JOHNSON'S COURT, FLEET-STREET. |