V. RONDEL. "I LOVE you, and I love you not," she said, And brought me to a little garden-close; "I will not bid your hope be holely dead," And in my hand she set an opening rose. It was the emblem of her double mind * ("I love you, and I love you not," she said), A fair, faint-perfumed blossom, and behind A small sharp thorn raised up its threatening head. Beneath the screen of petals overspread It lurked unseen, unfelt—alas, unsought; "I love you, and I love you not," she said, And sweet "I love you" hid sharp "love you not." * The expression is suggested by the exquisite song in Morris's Jason, bk. iv., beginning : "I know a little garden-close, Set thick with lily and red rose." But now my poor frail flower is crushed and torn, Its blush is faded, and its perfume fled; The thorn remains-long since I found the thorn; "I love you,"-ah! "I love you not," she said. 1874. VI. "CONFESSIO AMANTIS." * "CONFESSIO AMANTIS?" Oh, You need not open that; I know So put it back upon the shelf, And see this curious piece of delf Ah! have the roses caught your eye? So carefully by? * The title of the poet Gower's English masterpiece, always quaint, and often beautiful, but hitherto painfully neglected and scandalously edited. The metre of this poem and of "Helicè" is adapted (by the excision of one foot in the first, second, and fourth lines) from one invented by Mr. Grant Allen, the author of many poems (unfortunately not yet published) of remarkable beauty. You know my foolish childish bent, You know these poor, dead things are meant But what I meant them to express, That is my secret, friend-unlessWell, in three times I think you'll hardly guess it; Thrice you shall guess. "Emblems of one dear maid?" Oh no! How should this withered growth of leaf and blossom Oh no! guess on. "Are these the sign Of my dead love?"-No love of mine: Although I grant your metaphoric instinct Has grown more fine. My love no August drought coud kill, Truly I know it is not dead, nor faded, Deep in my heart its roots are spread, With my life-blood its life is fed, Fanned with the breath I breathe, and if this wither I too am dead. You aim but widely at the best : Guess once again. Ah! you have guessed, And to your curious wit my poor sad secret Lies manifest. She gave me those one night of June, And these she gave that last sweet noon, Tokens of hope restored and love half-willing To follow soon. Ah! friend, what further need be said? Embalmed within the sweet sad rime Writ by that lover of old time Whose lesser star still sparkled through the sunlight Of Chaucer's prime. |