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Lovick a daughter, or a niece? It is not every girl of fortune and family that will go to prayers with thee once or twice a-day. But since thou art for taking a wife to mortify with, what if thou marriest the widow herself?-She will then have a double concern in thy conversion. You and she may, tête à tête, pass many a comfortable winter's evening together, comparing experiences, as the good folks call them.

I am serious, Jack, faith I am. And I would have thee take it into thy wise consideration. R. L.

Mr Belford returns a very serious answer to the preceding letter; which appears not. In it, he most heartily wishes that he had withstood Mr Lovelace, whatever had been the consequence, in designs so elaborately base and ungrateful, and so long and steadily pursued, against a lady whose merit and innocence entitled her to the protection of every man who had the least pretences to the title of a gentleman; and who deserved to be even the public care.

He most severely censures himself for his false notions of honour to his friend, on this head; and recollects what the divine lady, as he calls her, said to him on this very subject, as related by himself in his letter to Lovelace, No. CCXLVI. of this Volume, to which Lovelace also (both instigator and accuser) refers, and to his own regret and shame on the occasion. He distinguishes, however, between an irreparable injury intended to a CLARISSA, and one designed to such of the sex, as contribute, by their weakness and indiscretion, to their own fall, and thereby entitle themselves to a large share of the guilt which accompanies the crime.

He offers not, he says, to palliate or extenuate the crimes he himself has been guilty of; but laments, for Mr Lovelace's own sake, that he gives him, with so ludicrous and unconcerned an air, such solemn and useful lessons and warnings. Nevertheless, he resolves to make it his whole endeavour, he tells him, to render them efficacious to himself; and should think himself but too happy, if he shall be enabled to set him such an example as may be a mean to bring about the reformation of a man so dear to him as he has always been, from the first of their acquaintance; and who is capable of thinking so rightly and deeply; though at present to such little purpose, as makes his very knowledge add to his condemnation.

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LETTER CCCCXXIV.

MR BELFORD TO COLONEL MORDEN.

Thursday, Sept. 21.

GIVE me leave, dear sir, to address myself to you in a very serious and solemn manner, on a subject that I must not, cannot, dispense with; as I promised the divine lady that I would do everything in my power to prevent that farther mischief of which she was so very apprehensive.

I will not content myself with distant hints. It is with very great concern that I have just now heard of a declaration which you are said to have made to your relations at Harlowe-Place, that you will not rest till you have avenged your cousin's wrongs upon Mr Lovelace.

Far be it from me to offer to defend the unhappy man, or even unduly to extenuate his crime! But yet I must say, that the family, by their persecutions of the dear lady at first, and by their implacableness afterwards, ought, at least, to share the blame with him. There is even great reason to believe, that a lady of such a religious turn, her virtue neither to be surprised nor corrupted, her will inviolate, would have got over a mere personal injury; especially as he would have done all that was in his power to repair it; and as, from the application of all his family in his favour, and other circumstances attending his sincere and voluntary offer, the lady might have condescended, with greater glory to herself, than if he had never offended.

When I have the pleasure of seeing you next, I will acquaint you, sir, with all the circumstances of this melancholy story; from which you will see that Mr Lovelace was extremely illtreated at first, by the whole family, this admirable lady excepted. This exception, I know, heightens his crime; but as his principal intention was but to try her virtue ; and that he became so earnest a suppliant to her for marriage; and as he has suffered so deplorably in the loss of his reason, for not having it in his power to repair her wrongs; I presume to hope that much is to be pleaded against such a resolution as you are said to have made. I will read to you, at the same time, some passages from letters of his; two of which (one but this moment received) will convince you that the unhappy man, who is but now recovering his intellects, needs no greater punishment than what he has from his own reflections.

I have just now read over the copies of the dear lady's posthumous letters. I send them all to you, except that directed for Mr Lovelace; which I reserve till I have the pleasure of seeing you. Let me entreat you to read once more that written to yourself, and that to her brother ;*

* See Letter CCCXCVII. of this Vol.

which latter I now send you; as they are in point to the present subject.

I think, sir, they are unanswerable. Such, at least, is the effect they have upon me, that I hope I shall never be provoked to draw my sword again in a private quarrel.

To the weight these must needs have upon you, let me add, that the unhappy man has given no new occasion of offence, since your visit to him at Lord M.'s, when you were so well satisfied of his intention to atone for his crimes, that you yourself urged to your dear cousin her forgiveness of them.

Let me also (though I presume to hope there is no need, when you coolly consider everything) remind you of your own promise to your departing cousin; relying upon which, her last moments were the easier.

Reflect, my dear Colonel Morden, that the highest injury was to her; her family all have a share in the cause; she forgives it: Why should we not endeavour to imitate what we admire?

You asked me, sir, when in town, if a brave man could be a premeditatedly base one? Generally speaking, I believe bravery and baseness are incompatible. But Mr Lovelace's character, in the instance before us, affords a proof of the truth of the common observation, that there is no general rule but what has its exceptions; for England, I believe, as gallant a nation as it is deemed to be, has not in it a braver spirit than his ; nor a man who has a greater skill at his weapons; nor more calmness with his skill.

I mention not this with a thought that it can affect Col. Morden; who, if he be not withheld by SUPERIOR MOTIVES, as well as influenced by those I have reminded him of, will tell me, that this skill, and this bravery, will make him the more worthy of being called upon by him.

To these SUPERIOR MOTIVES then I refer myself; and with the greater confidence; as a pursuit ending in blood would not, at this time, have the plea lie for it with anybody, which sudden passion might have with some; but would be construed by all to be a cool and deliberate act of revenge for an evil absolutely irretrievable; an act of which a brave and noble spirit (such as is the gentleman's to whom I now write) is not capable.

Excuse me, sir, for the sake of my executorial duty and promise, keeping in eye the dear lady's personal injunctions, as well as written will, enforced by letters posthumous. Every article of which (solicitous as we both are to see it duly performed) she would have dispensed with, rather than farther mischief should happen on her account. I am, dear sir,

Your affectionate and faithful servant,
J. BELFORD.

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As it is uncertain, from my present weak state, whether, if living, I may be in a condition to receive as I ought the favour you intend me of a visit, when you come to London, I take this opportunity to return you, while able, the humble acknowledgments of a grateful heart, for all your goodness to me from childhood till now; and more particularly for your present kind interposition in my favour-God Almighty for ever bless you, dear sir, for the kindness you endeavoured to procure for me!

One principal end of my writing to you, in this solemn manner, is, to beg of you, which I do with the utmost earnestness, that when you come to hear the particulars of my story, you will not suffer active resentment to take place in your generous breast on my account.

Remember, my dear cousin, that vengeance is God's province, and he has undertaken to repay it; nor will you, I hope, invade that province;

especially as there is no necessity for you to attempt to vindicate my fame; since the offender himself (before he is called upon) has stood forth, and offered to do me all the justice that you could have extorted from him, had I lived; and when your own person may be endangered by running an equal risk with a guilty man.

Duelling, sir, I need not tell you, who have adorned a public character, is not only an usurp ation of the Divine prerogative; but it is an insult upon magistracy and good government. 'Ti an impious act. 'Tis an attempt to take away a life that ought not to depend upon a private sword; an act, the consequence of which is to hurry a soul (all its sins upon its head) into perdition; endangering that of the poor triumpher -since neither intend to give to the other that chance, as I may call it, for the Divine mercy, in an opportunity for repentance, which each presumes to hope for himself.

Seek not then, I beseech you, sir, to aggravate my fault, by a pursuit of blood, which must necessarily be deemed a consequence of that fault. Give not the unhappy man the merit (were you assuredly to be the victor) of falling by your hand. At present he is the perfidious, the ungrateful deceiver; but will not the forfeiture of his life, and the probable loss of his soul, be a dreadful expiation for having made me miserable for a few months only, and through that

misery, by the Divine favour, happy to all eternity?

In such a case, my cousin, where shall the evil stop? And who shall avenge on you?—And who on your avenger?

Let the poor man's conscience, then, dear sir, avenge me. He will one day find punishment more than enough from that. Leave him to the chance of repentance. If the Almighty will give him time for it, why should you deny it him? -Let him still be the guilty aggressor; and let no one say, Clarissa Harlowe is now amply revenged in his fall; or, in the case of yours, (which Heaven avert!) that her fault, instead of being buried in her grave, is perpetuated, and aggravated, by a loss far greater than that of herself.

Often, sir, has the more guilty been the vanquisher of the less. An Earl of Shrewsbury, in the reign of Charles II. as I have read, endeavouring to revenge the greatest injury that man can do to man, met with his death at BarnsElms, from the hand of the ignoble Duke who had vilely dishonoured him. Nor can it be thought an unequal dispensation, were it generally to happen that the usurper of the Divine prerogative should be punished for his presumption by the man whom he sought to destroy, and who, however previously criminal, is put, in this case, upon a necessary act of self-defence.

May Heaven protect you, sir, in all your ways; and, once more, I pray, reward you for all your kindness to me: A kindness so worthy of your heart, and so exceedingly grateful to mine; that of seeking to make peace, and to reconcile parents to a once-beloved child; uncles to a niece late their favourite; and a brother and a sister to a sister whom once they thought not unworthy of that tender relation. A kindness so greatly preferable to the vengeance of a murdering sword.

Be a comforter, dear sir, to my honoured parents, as you have been to me; and may we, through the Divine goodness to us both, meet in that blessed eternity, into which, as I humbly trust, I shall have entered when you read

this.

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I am obliged to you for the letters you have communicated to me; and still farther for your promise to favour me with others occasionally.

All that relates to my dear cousin I shall be glad to see, be it from whom it will.

I leave to your own discretion, what may or may not be proper for Miss Howe to see from a pen so free as mine.

I admire her spirit. Were she a man, do you think, sir, she, at this time, would have your advice to take upon such a subject as that upon which you write?

Fear not, however, that your communications shall put me upon any measures that otherwise I should not have taken. The wickedness, sir, is of such a nature, as admits not of aggravation. Yet I do assure you, that I have not made any resolutions that will be a tie upon me.

I have indeed expressed myself with vehemence upon the occasion. Who could for bear to do so? But it is not my way to resolve in matters of moment, till opportunity brings the execution of my purposes within my reach. We shall see by what manner of spirit this young man will be actuated on his recovery. If he continue to brave and defy a family, which he has so irreparably injured-if-but resolutions depending upon future contingencies are best left to future determination, as I just now hinted.

Meantime, I will own that I think my cousin's arguments unanswerable. No good man but must be influenced by them.-But, alas! sir, who is good?

As to your arguments; I hope you will believe me, when I assure you, as I now do, that your opinion and your reasonings have, and will always have, great and deserved weight with me ; and that I respect you still more than I did, if possible, for your expostulations in support of my cousin's pious injunctions to me. They come from you, sir, with the greatest propriety, as her executor and representative; and likewise as you are a man of humanity, and a well-wisher to both parties.

I am not exempt from violent passions, sir, any more than your friend; but then I hope they are only capable of being raised by other people's insolence, and not by my own arrogance. If ever I am stimulated by my imperfections and my resentments to act against my judgment and my cousin's injunctions, some such reflections as these that follow will run away with my reason. Indeed they are always present with

me.

In the first place; my own disappointment: who came over with the hope of passing the remainder of my days in the conversation of a kinswoman so beloved; and to whom I have a double relation as her cousin and trustee. Then I reflect, too, too often perhaps for my engagements to her in her last hours, that the dear creature could only forgive for herself. She, no doubt, is happy; but who shall for

CLARISSA HARLOWE.

give for a whole family, in all its branches made
miserable for their lives.

That the more faulty her friends were as to her,
the more enormous his ingratitude, and the
more inexcusable-What! sir, was it not
enough that she suffered what she did for him,
but the barbarian must make her suffer for
her sufferings for his sake?-Passion makes
me express this weakly; passion refuses the
aid of expression sometimes, where the pro--
priety of a resentment primâ facie declares ex-
pression to be needless. I leave it to you, sir,
to give this reflection its due force.
That the author of this diffusive mischief per-
petrated it premeditatedly, wantonly, in the
gaiety of his heart. To try my cousin, say
you, sir! To try the virtue of a Clarissa, sir!
-Had she then given him any cause to doubt
her virtue?-It could not be.-If he avers
that she did, I am indeed called upon-but I
will have patience.

That he carried her, as it now appears, to a vile
brothel, purposely to put her out of all hu-
man resource; himself out of the reach of all
human remorse; and that, finding her proof
against all the common arts of delusion, base
and unmanly arts were there used to effect his
wicked purposes. Once dead, the injured
saint, in her will, says, he has seen her.
That I could not know this, when I saw him at
M. Hall: that, the object of his attempts con-
there was such a
sidered, I could not suppose
monster breathing as he; that it was natural
for me to impute her refusal of him rather to
transitory resentment, to consciousness of hu-
man frailty, and mingled doubts of the sin-
cerity of his offers, than to villainies, which
had given the irreversible blow, and had at
that instant brought her down to the gates of
death, which in a very few days enclosed her.
That he is a man of defiance; a man who thinks
to awe every one by his insolent darings, and
by his pretensions to superior courage and
skill.

That, disgrace as he is to his name, and to the
character of a gentleman, the man would not
want merit, who, in vindication of the disho-
noured distinction, should expunge and blot
him out of the worthy list.

That the injured family has a son, who, however
unworthy of such a sister, is of a temper vehe-
ment, unbridled, fierce; unequal, therefore,
(as he has once, indeed, been found,) to a con-
tention with this man; the loss of which son,
by a violent death on such an occasion, and by
a hand so justly hated, would complete the
misery of the whole family; and who, never-
theless, resolves to call him to account, if I do
not; his very misbehaviour, perhaps, to such
a sister, stimulating his perverse heart to do
her memory the more signal justice; though
the attempt might be fatal to himself.
Then, sir, to be a witness, as I am every hour,

to the calamity and distress of a family to which I am related; every one of whom, however averse to an alliance with him while it had not taken place, would no doubt have been soon reconciled to the admirable creature, had the man (to whom, for his family and fortunes, it was not a disgrace to be allied) done her but common justice! To see them hang their pensive heads; mope about, shunning one another; though formerly never used to meet but to rejoice in each other; afflicting themselves with reflections, that the last time they respectively saw the dear creature, it was here or there, at such a place, in such an attitude; and could they have thought that it would have been the last? -Every one of them reviving instances of her excellencies that will for a long time make their very blessings a curse to them! Her closet, her chamber, her cabinet, given up to me to disfurnish, in order to answer (now too late obliging!) the legacies bequeathed; unable themselves to enter them; and even making use of less convenient back stairs, that they may avoid passing by the doors of her apartment!

Her parlour locked up; the walks, the retire-
ments, the summer-house, in which she de-
lighted, and in which she used to pursue her
charming works; that, in particular, from
which she went to the fatal interview, shun-
ned, or hurried by, or over!

Her perfections, nevertheless, called up to re-
membrance, and enumerated; incidents and
graces, unheeded before, or passed over in the
group of her numberless perfections, now
brought into notice, and dwelt upon!
The very servants allowed to expatiate upon
these praiseful topics to their principals! Even
eloquent in their praises! The distressed prin-
cipals listening and weeping! Then to see
them break in upon the zealous applauders,
by their impatience and remorse, and throw
abroad their helpless hands, and exclaim; then
again to see them listen to hear more of her
praises, and weep again-they even encoura-
ging the servants to repeat how they used to
be stopt by strangers to ask after her, and by
those who knew her, to be told of some new
instances to her honour-how aggravating all
this!

In dreams they see her, and desire to see her;
always an angel, and accompanied by angels;
always clad in robes of light; always endea-
vouring to comfort them, who declare, that
they shall never more know comfort!
What an example she set! How she indited!
How she drew! How she wrought! How she
talked! How she sung! How she played! Her
voice music! Her accent harmony!
Her conversation how instructive! how sought
after! The delight of persons of all ages, of
both sexes, of all ranks! Yet how humble,

how condescending! Never were dignity and humility so illustriously mingled! At other times, how generous, how noble, how charitable, how judicious in her charities! In every action laudable! In every attitude attractive! In every appearance, whether fulldressed, or in the housewife's more humble garb, equally elegant, and equally lovely! Like, or resembling, Miss Clarissa Harlowe, they now remember to be a praise denoting the highest degree of excellence, with every one, whatever person, action, or rank, spoken of. The desirable daughter; the obliging kinswoman; the affectionate sister, (all envy now subsided!) the faithful, the warm friend; the affable, the kind, the benevolent mistress! -Not one fault remembered! All their severities called cruelties: mutually accusing each other; each him and herself; and all to raise her character, and torment themselves. Such, sir, was the angel, of whom the vilest of men has deprived the world! You, sir, who know more of the barbarous machinations and practices of this strange man, can help me to still more inflaming reasons, were they needed, why a man, not perfect, may stand excused to the generality of the world, if he should pursue his vengeance; and the rather, as, through an absence of six years, (high as just report, and the promises of her early youth from childhood, had raised her in his esteem,) he could not till now know one half of her excellencies-till now! that we have lost, for ever lost, the admirable creature!

But I will force myself from the subject, after I have repeated that I have not yet made any resolutions that can bind me. Whenever I do, I shall be glad they may be such as may merit the honour of your approbation.

you

I send you back the copies of the posthumous letters. I see the humanity of your purpose, in the transmission of them to me'; and I thank most heartily for it. I presume, that it is owing to the same laudable consideration, that you kept back the copy of that to the wicked man himself.

I intend to wait upon Miss Howe in person with the diamond ring, and such other of the effects bequeathed to her as are here. I am, sir,

Your most faithful and obliged servant,
WM. MORDEN.

[Mr Belford, in his answer to this letter, farther enforces the lady's dying injunctions; and rejoices that the Colonel has made no vindictive resolutions; and hopes everything from his prudence and consideration, and from his promise given to the dying lady. He refers to the seeing him in town an account of the dreadful ends of two of the greatest criminals in his cousin's affair. This, says he, together with Mr Lovelace's disorder of mind, looks as if Providence had already taken the

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I CANNOT help congratulating myself as well as you that we have already got through with the family every article of the will where they have any concern.

You left me a discretional power in many instances; and, in pursuance of it, I have had my dear cousin's personal jewels valued, and will account to you for them, at the highest price, when I come to town, as well as for other matters that you were pleased to intrust to my management.

These jewels I have presented to my cousin Dolly Hervey, in acknowledgment of her love to the dear departed. I have told Miss Howe of this; and she is as well pleased with what I have done as if she had been the purchaser of them herself. As that young lady has jewels of her own, she could only have wished to purchase these because they were her beloved friend's.The grandmother's jewels are also valued ; and the money will be paid me for you, to be carried to the uses of the will.

Mrs Norton is preparing, by general consent, to enter upon her office as housekeeper at The Grove. But it is my opinion that she will not be long on this side heaven.

I waited upon Miss Howe myself, as I told you I would, with what was bequeathed to her and her mother. You will not be displeased, perhaps, if I make a few observations with regard to that young lady, so dear to my beloved cousin, as you have not a personal acquaintance with her.

There never was a firmer and nobler friendship in women, than that between my dear cousin and Miss Howe, to which this wretched man has given a period.

Friendship, generally speaking, Mr Belford, is too fervent a flame for female minds to manage; a light that but in few of their hands burns steady, and often hurries the sex into flight and absurdity. Like other extremes, it is hardly ever durable. Marriage, which is the highest state of friendship, generally absorbs the most vehement

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