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as entitled to every vote I can with good conscience give it; for a House of Commons should not needlessly put drags upon the wheels of government; and, when I have not given it my vote, it was with regret ; and, for my country's sake, I wished with all my heart the measure had been such as I could have approved."

And another saying he had, which was this: "Neither can an opposition, neither can a ministry, be always wrong. To be a plumb man, therefore, with either, is an infallible mark, that that man must mean more and worse than he will own he does mean.'

Are these sayings bad, sir? Are they to be despised?-Well, then, why should I be despised for remembering them, and quoting them, as I love to do? Let me tell you, if you loved my company more than you do, you would not be the worse for it. I may say so without any vanity; since it is other men's wisdom, and not my own, that I am so fond of.

But to add a word or two more on this occasion; and I may never have such another; for you must read this through-Love honest men, and herd with them, in the house and out of the house; by whatever names they be dignified or distinguished: Keep good men company, and you shall be of their number. But did I, or did I not, write this before?-Writing, at so many different times, and such a quantity, one may forget.

You may come in for the title when I am dead and gone God help me !-So I would have you keep an equilibrium. If once you get the name of being a fine speaker, you may have anything; and, to be sure, you have naturally a great deal of elocution; a tongue that would delude an angel, as the women say-to their sorrow, some of them, poor creatures!—A leading man in the House of Commons is a very important character; because that house has the giving of money; and money makes the mare to go; ay, and queens and kings too, sometimes, to go in a manner very different from what they might otherwise choose to go, let me tell you.

However, methinks, I would not have you take a place neither-it will double your value, and your interest, if it be believed, that you will not; for, as you will then stand in no man's way, you will have no envy, but pure sterling respect; and both sides will court you.

For your part, you will not want a place, as some others do, to piece up their broken fortunes. If you can now live reputably upon two thousand pounds a-year, it will be hard if you cannot hereafter live upon seven or eight-less you will not have, if you oblige me; as now, by marrying so fine a lady, very much you will-and all this, over and above Lady Betty's and Lady Sarah's favours! What, in the name of wonder, could possibly possess the proud Harlowes! That son, that son of theirs?-But, for his dear sister's sake, I will say no more of him.

I never was offered a place myself; and the only one I would have taken, had I been offered it, was master of the buckhounds; for I loved hunting when I was young; and it carries a good sound with it for us who live in the country. Often have I thought of that excellent old adage; He that eats the king's goose, shall be choked with his feathers. I wish to the Lord, this was thoroughly considered by place-hunters! it would be better for them, and for their poor families.

I could say a great deal more, and all equally to the purpose. But really I am tired; and so, I doubt, are you. And besides, I would reserve something for conversation.

My nieces Montague, and Lady Sarah and Lady Betty, join in compliments to my niece that is to be. If she would choose to have the knot tied among us, pray tell her that we shall see it securely done; and we will make all the country ring and blaze for a week together. But so I believe I said before.

If anything further may be needful toward promoting your reciprocal felicity, let me know it; and how you order about the day; and all that. The enclosed bill is very much at your service. 'Tis payable at sight, as whatever else you may have occasion for shall be.

So God bless you both; and make things as convenient to my gout as you can; though, be it whenever it will, I will hobble to you; for I long to see you, and still more to see my niece; and am (in expectation of that happy opportunity) Your most affectionate Uncle,

LETTER CXIV.

M.

MR LOVELACE TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

Thursday, May 25.

THOU seest, Belford, how we now drive before the wind.-The dear creature now comes almost at the first word, whenever I desire the honour of her company. I told her last night, that, apprehending delay from Pritchard's slowness, I was determined to leave it to my lord to make his compliments in his own way; and had actually that afternoon put my writings into the hands of a very eminent lawyer, Counsellor Williams, with directions for him to draw up settlements from my own estate, and conformable to those of my mother; which I put into his hands at the same time. It had been, I assured her, no small part of my concern, that her frequent displeasure, and our mutual misapprehensions, had hindered me from advising with her before on this subject. Indeed, indeed, my dearest life, said I, you have hitherto afforded me but a very thorny courtship.

She was silent. Kindly silent. For well know

I, that she could have recriminated upon me with a vengeance. But I was willing to see if she were not loath to disoblige me now. I comforted myself, I said, with the hopes that all my difficulties were now over; and that every past disobligation would be buried in oblivion. Now, Belford, I have actually deposited these writings with Counsellor Williams; and I expect the draughts in a week at farthest. So shall be doubly armed. For if I attempt, and fail, these will be ready to throw in, to make her have patience with me till I can try again. I

I have more contrivances still in embryo. could tell thee of an hundred, and yet hold another hundred in petto, to pop in as I go along, to excite thy surprise, and to keep up thy attention. Nor rave thou at me; but, if thou art my friend, think of Miss Howe's letters, and of her smuggling scheme. All owing to my fair captive's informations and incitements. Am I not a villain, a fool, a Beelzebub, with them already-yet no harm done by me, nor so much as attempted?

Everything of this nature, the dear creature answered, (with a downcast eye, and a blushing cheek,) she left to me.

I proposed my lord's chapel for the celebration, where we might have the presence of Lady Betty, Lady Sarah, and my two cousins Montague.

She seemed not to favour a public celebration; and waived this subject for the present. I doubt ed not but she would be as willing as I to decline a public wedding; so I pressed not this matter farther just then.

But patterns I actually produced; and a jeweller was to bring as this day several sets of jewels for her choice. But the patterns she would not open. She sighed at the mention of them; the second patterns, she said, that had been offered to her ;* and very peremptorily forbid the jeweller's coming; as well as declined my offer of causing my mother's to be new-set, at least for the present.

I do assure thee, Belford, I was in earnest in all this. My whole estate is nothing to me, put in competition with her hoped-for favour.

She then told me, that she had put into writing her opinion of my general proposals; and there had expressed her mind as to clothes and jewels; but on my strange behaviour to her (for no cause that she knew of) on Sunday night, she had torn the paper in two.

I earnestly pressed her to let me be favoured with a sight of this paper, torn as it was; and, after some hesitation, she withdrew, and sent it to me by Dorcas.

I perused it again. It was in a manner new to me, though I had read it so lately; and, by my soul, I could hardly stand it. An hundred

admirable creatures I called her to myself. But I charge thee, write not a word to me in her favour, if thou meanest her well; for, if I spare her, it must be all ex mero motu.

You may easily suppose, when I was re-admitted to her presence, that I ran over in her praises, and in vows of gratitude, and everlasting love. But here's the devil; she still receives all I say with reserve; or, if it be not with reserve, she receives it so much as her due, that she is not at all raised by it. Some women are undone by praise, by flattery. I myself, a man, am proud of praise. Perhaps thou wilt say, that those are most proud of it who least deserve it; as those are of riches and grandeur, who are not born to either. I own, that to be superior to these foibles, it requires a soul. Have I not then a soul?—Surely I have.-Let me then be considered as an exception to the rule.

Now have I foundation to go upon in my terms. My lord, in the exuberance of his generosity, mentions a thousand pounds a-year penny-rents. This I know, that were I to marry this lady, he would rather settle upon her all he has a mind to settle, than upon me. He has even threatened, that, if I prove not a good husband to her, he will leave all he can at his death from me to her; yet considers not that a woman so perfect can never be displeased with her husband but to his disgrace; for who will blame her?-Another reason why a LOVELACE should not wish to marry a CLARISSA.

But what a pretty fellow of an uncle is this foolish peer, to think of making a wife independent of her emperor, and a rebel of course; yet smarted himself for an error of this kind!

use.

My beloved, in her torn paper, mentions but two hundred pounds a-year for her separate I insisted upon her naming a larger sum. She said it might then be three; and I, for fear she should suspect very large offers, named only five; but added the entire disposal of all arrears in her father's hands, for the benefit of Mrs Norton, or whom she pleased.

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She said, that the good woman would be unif anything more than a competency were done for her. She was for suiting all her dispositions of this kind, she said, to the usual way of life of the person. To go beyond it, was but to put the benefited upon projects, or to make them awkward in a new state, when they might shine in that to which they were accustomed. And to put it into so good a mother's power to give her son a beginning in his business at a proper time, yet to leave her something for herself to set her above want, or above the necessity of taking back from her child what she had been enabled to bestow upon him, would be the height of such a worthy parent's ambition.

See Vol. VI. Letter XLI.

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Here's prudence!-Here's judgment in so young a creature! How do I hate the Harlowes for producing such an angel !-O why, why did she refuse my sincere address to tie the knot be fore we came to this house!

But yet, what mortifies my pride, is, that this exalted creature, if I were to marry her, would not be governed in her behaviour to me by love, but by generosity merely, or by blind duty, and had rather live single than be mine.

I cannot bear this. I would have the woman whom I honour with my name, if ever I confer this honour upon any, forego even her superior duties for me. I would have her look after me when I go out, as far as she can see me, as my Rosebud after her Johnny, and meet me at my return with rapture. I would be the subject of her dreams, as well as of her waking thoughts. I would have her think every moment lost that is not passed with me: sing to me, read to me, play to me, when I pleased ;-no joy so great as in obeying me. When I should be inclined to love, overwhelm me with it; when to be serious or solitary, if apprehensive of intrusion, retiring at a nod; approaching me only if I smiled encouragement; steal into my presence with silence; out of it, if not noticed, on tiptoe; be a Lady Easy to all my pleasures, and valuing those most who most contributed to them; only sighing in private, that it was not herself at the time. Thus of old did the contending wives of the honest patriarchs, each recommending her handmaid to her lord, as she thought it would oblige him, and looking upon the genial product as her own.

The gentle Waller says, Women are born to be controlled. Gentle as he was, he knew that. A tyrant husband makes a dutiful wife. And why do the sex love rakes, but because they know how to direct their uncertain wills, and manage them?

ANOTHER agreeable conversation. The day of days the subject. As to fixing a particular one, that need not be done, my charmer says, till the settlements are completed. As to marrying at my lord's chapel, the ladies of my family present, that would be making a public affair of it; and the dear creature observed, with regret, that it seemed to be my lord's intention to make it so.

It could not be imagined, I said, but that his lordship's setting out in a litter, and coming to town, as well as his taste for glare, and the joy he would take to see me married at last, and to her dear self, would give it as much the air of a public marriage as if the ceremony were performed at his own chapel, all the ladies present. I cannot, said she, endure the thoughts of a public day. It will carry with it an air of insult upon my whole family. And for my part,

if my lord will not take it amiss, [and perhaps he will not, as the motion came not from himself, but from you, Mr Lovelace, I will very willingly dispense with his lordship's presence; the rather, as dress and appearance will then be unnecessary; for I cannot bear to think of decking my person while my parents are in tears. How excellent this! Yet do not her parents richly deserve to be in tears?

See, Belford, with so charming a niceness, we might have been a long time ago upon the verge of the state, and yet found a great deal to do before we entered into it.

All obedience, all resignation-no will but hers. I withdrew, and wrote directly to my lord, and she not disapproving of it, I sent it away. The purport as follows; for I took no copy:

That I was much obliged to his lordship for his intended goodness to me on an occasion the most solemn of my life. That the admirable lady, whom he so justly praised, thought his lordship's proposals in her favour too high. That she chose not to make a public appearance, if, without disobliging my friends, she could avoid it, till a reconciliation with her own could be effected. That although she expressed a grateful sense of his lordship's consent to give her to me with his own hand, yet, presuming that the motive to this kind intention was rather to do her honour than it otherwise would have been his own choice, (especially as travelling would be at this time so inconvenient to him,) she thought it advisable to save his lordship trouble on this occasion; and hoped he would take as meant her declining the favour.

That the Lawn will be most acceptable to us both to retire to; and the rather, as it is so to his lordship.

But, if he pleases, the jointure may be made from my own estate, leaving to his lordship's goodness the alternative.

I conclude with telling him, that I had offered to present the lady his lordship's bill; but on her declining to accept of it, (having myself no present occasion for it,) I return it enclosed, with my thanks, &c.

And is not this going a plaguy length? What a figure should I make in rakish annals, if at last I should be caught in my own gin!

The sex may say what they will, but a poor innocent fellow had need to take great care of himself, when he dances upon the edge of the matrimonial precipice. Many a faint-hearted man, when he began in jest, or only designed to ape gallantry, has been forced into earnest, by being over prompt, and taken at his word, not knowing how to own that he meant less than the lady supposed he meant. I am the better enabled to judge that this must have been the case of many a sneaking varlet; because I, who know the female world as well as any man in it of my standing, am so frequently in doubt

of myself, and know not what to make of the

matter.

Then these little sly rogues, how they lie couchant, ready to spring upon us harmless fellows the moment we are in their reach!-When the ice is once broken for them, how swiftly can they make to port !-Meantime, the subject they can least speak to, they most think of. Nor can you talk of the ceremony, before they have laid out in their minds how it is all to be. Little saucy-face designers! how first they draw themselves in, then us!

But be all these things as they will, Lord M. never in his life received so handsome a letter as this from his nephew

LOVELACE.

[THE Lady, after having given to Miss Howe the particulars contained in Mr Lovelace's last letter, thus expresses herself:]

A principal consolation arising from these favourable appearances is, that I, who have now but one only friend, shall most probably, and if it be not my own fault, have as many new ones as there are persons in Mr Lovelace's family, and this whether Mr Lovelace treat me kindly or not. And who knows but that by degrees those new friends, by their rank and merit, may have weight enough to get me restored to the favour of my relations? till which can be effected, I shall not be tolerably easy. Happy I never expect to be. Mr Lovelace's mind and mine are vastly different; different in essentials.

But as matters are at present circumstanced, I pray you, my dear friend, to keep to yourself everything that might bring discredit to him, if revealed. Better anybody expose a man than a wife, if I am to be his; and what is said by you, will be thought to come from me.

It shall be my constant prayer, that all the felicities which this world can afford, may be yours; and that the Almighty will never suffer you nor yours, to the remotest posterity, to want such a friend as my Anna Howe has been to Her

CLARISSA HARLOWE.

LETTER CXV.

MR LOVELACE TO JOHN BELFORD, ESQ.

AND now, that my beloved seems secure in my net, for my project upon the vixen Miss Howe, and upon her mother, in which the officious prancer Hickman is to come in for a dash.

But why upon her mother? methinks thou askest, who, unknown to herself, has only acted, by thy impulse, through thy agent Joseph Leman, upon the folly of old Tony the uncle?

No matter for that; she believes she acts upon her own judgment, and deserves to be punished for pretending to judgment, when she has none.-Every living soul, but myself, I can tell thee, shall be punished, that treats either cruelly or disrespectfully so adored a lady.— What a plague! Is it not enough that she is teazed and tormented in person by me?

I have already broken the matter to our three confederates, as a supposed, not a resolved-on case indeed. And yet they know, that with me, in a piece of mischief, execution, with its swiftest feet, is seldom three paces behind projection, which hardly ever limps neither.

MOWBRAY is not against it. It is a scheme, he says, worthy of us; and we have not done anything for a good while that has made a noise.

BELTON, indeed, hesitates a little, because matters go wrong between him and his Thomasine; and the poor fellow has not the courage to have his sore place probed to the bottom.

TOURVILLE has started a fresh game, and shrugs his shoulders, and should not choose to go abroad at present, if I please. For I apprehend that (from the nature of the project) there will be a kind of necessity to travel, till all is blown over.

TO ME, one country is as good as another; and I shall soon, I suppose, choose to quit this paltry island, except the mistress of my fate will consent to cohabit at home; and so lay me under no necessity of surprising her into foreign parts. TRAVELLING, thou knowest, gives the sexes charming opportunities of being familiar with one another. A very few days and nights must now decide all matters betwixt me and my fair inimitable.

DOLEMAN, who can act in these causes only as chamber-counsel, will inform us by pen and ink [his right hand and right side having not yet been struck, and the other side beginning to be sensible, of all that shall occur in our ab

sence.

As for THEE, we had rather have thy company than not; for, although thou art a wretched fellow at contrivance, yet art thou intrepid at execution. But as thy present engagements make thy attendance uncertain, I am not for making thy part necessary to our scheme; but for leaving thee to come after us when abroad. I know thou canst not long live without us.

The project, in short, is this:-Mrs Howe has an elder sister in the Isle of Wight, who is lately a widow, and I am well informed, that the mother and daughter have engaged, before the latter is married, to pay a visit to this lady, who is rich, and intends miss for her heiress, and in the interim will make her some valuable presents on her approaching nuptials; which, as Mrs Howe, who loves money more than anything but herself, told one of my acquaintance, would be worth fetching.

Now, Jack, nothing more need be done than

to hire a little trim vessel, which shall sail a pleasuring backward and forward to Portsmouth, Spithead, and the Isle of Wight, for a week or fortnight before we enter upon our parts of the plot. And as Mrs Howe will be for making the best bargain she can for her passage, the master of the vessel may have orders (as a perquisite allowed him by his owners) to take what she will give; and the master's name, be it what it will, shall be Ganmore on the occasion; for I know a rogue of that name, who is not obliged to be of any country, any more than we.

Well, then, we will imagine them on board. I will be there in disguise. They know not any of ye four-supposing (the scheme so inviting) that thou canst be one.

"Tis plaguy hard, if we cannot find, or make

a storm.

Perhaps they will be sea-sick; but whether they be or not, no doubt they will keep their cabin.

Here will be Mrs Howe, Miss Howe, Mr Hickman, a maid, and a footman, I suppose; and thus we will order it.

I know it will be hard weather; I know it will, and before there can be the least suspicion of the matter, we shall be in sight of Guernsey, Jersey, Dieppe, Cherbourg, or anywhere on the French coast that it shall please us to agree with the winds to blow us; and then, securing the footman, and the women being separated, one of us, according to lots that may be cast, shall overcome, either by persuasion or force, the maid-servant; that will be no hard task, and she is a likely wench, [I have seen her often: one, Mrs Howe; nor can there be much difficulty there, for she is full of health and life, and has been long a widow: another, [that, says the princely lion, must be I! the saucy daughter, who will be too much frighted to make great resistance, violent spirits, in that sex, are seldom true spirits-'tis but where they can; and after beating about the coast for three or four days for recreation's sake, and to make sure work, and till we see our sullen birds begin to eat and sip, we will set them all ashore where it will be most convenient; sell the vessel, [to Mrs Townsend's agents, with all my heart, or to some other smugglers, or give it to Ganmore; and pursue our travels, and tarry abroad till all is hushed up.

Now I know thou wilt make difficulties, as it is thy way, while it is mine to conquer them. My other vassals made theirs, and I condescended to obviate them, as thus I will thine, first stating them for thee according to what I know of thy phlegm.

What, in the first place, wilt thou ask, shall be done with Hickman? who will be in full parade of dress and primness, in order to shew the old aunt what a devilish clever fellow of a nephew she is to have.

What!-I'll tell thee-Hickman, in good

manners, will leave the women in their cabin, and, to shew his courage with his breeding, be upon deck.

Well, and suppose he is?

Suppose he is!-Why then, I hope it is easy for Ganmore, or anybody else, myself, suppose, in my pea-jacket and great watch-coat, (if any other make a scruple to do it,) while he stands in the way, gaping and staring like a novice, to stumble against him, and push him overboard! -A rich thought-is it not, Belford ?—He is certainly plaguy officious in the ladies' correspondence, and, I am informed, plays double between mother and daughter, in fear of both. Dost not see him, Jack?—I do-popping up and down, his wig and hat floating by him, and paddling, pawing, and dashing, like a frighted mongrel. I am afraid he never ventured to learn to swim.

But thou wilt not drown the poor fellow, wilt thou?

No, no!-that is not necessary to the project I hate to do mischiefs supererogatory. The skiff shall be ready to save him, while the vessel keeps its course; he shall be set on shore with the loss of wig and hat only, and of half of his little wits, at the place where he embarked, or anywhere else.

Well, but shall we not be in danger of being hanged for three such enormous rapes, although Hickman should escape with only a bellyful of sea-water?

Yes, to be sure, when caught-But is there any likelihood of that? Besides, have we not been in danger before now for worse facts? And what is there in being only in danger?--If we actually were to appear in open day in England before matters are made up, there will be greater likelihood that these women will not prosecute, than that they will. For my own part, I should wish they may. Would not a brave fellow choose to appear in court to such an arraignment, confronting women who would do credit to his attempt? The country is more merciful in these cases than in any others; I should therefore like to put myself upon my country.

Let me indulge a few reflections upon what thou mayest think the worst that can happen. I will suppose that thou art one of us, and that all five are actually brought to trial on this occasion; how bravely shall we enter a court, I at the head of you, dressed out each man as if to his wedding appearance !-You are sure of all the women, old and young, of your side.What brave fellows!-What fine gentlemen!— There goes a charming handsome man !-meaning me, to be sure !-Who could find in their hearts to hang such a gentleman as that? whispers one lady, sitting perhaps on the right hand of the Recorder, [I suppose the scene to be in London, while another disbelieves that any woman could fairly swear against me. All will

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