Why, Jenny, waking here alone Though all the memory's long outworn I think I see you when you wake, Jenny, my love rang true! for still Love at first sight is vague, until That tinkling makes him audible. And must I mock you to the last, Ashamed of my own shame, aghast Because some thoughts not born amiss Well, of such thoughts so much I know: In my life, as in hers, they show, Only one kiss. Good-bye, my dear. THE PORTRAIT. THIS is her picture as she was: I gaze until she seems to stir, Until mine eyes almost aver That now, even now, the sweet lips part To breathe the words of the sweet heart : And yet the earth is over her. Alas! even such the thin-drawn ray That makes the prison-depths more rude,— The drip of water night and day Giving a tongue to solitude. Yet only this, of love's whole prize, Remains; save what in mournful guise Takes counsel with my soul alone, Save what is secret and unknown, Below the earth, above the skies. in painting her I shrined her face Where you might think to find a din And your own footsteps meeting you, And all things going as they came. A deep dim wood; and there she stands And such the pure line's gracious flow. That day we met there, I and she One with the other all alone; And we were blithe; yet memory Saddens those hours, as when the moon But when that hour my soul won strength Thundered the heat within the hills. And there she hearkened what I said, With under-glances that surveyed The empty pastures blind with rain. Next day the memories of these things, Like leaves through which a bird has flown, Still vibrated with Love's warm wings; Till I must make them all my own And paint this picture. So, 'twixt ease She stood among the plants in bloom At windows of a summer room, And as I wrought, while all above It seemed each sun-thrilled blossom there Beat like a heart among the leaves. O heart that never beats nor heaves, What now to thee my love's great will For now doth daylight disavow Those days, nought left to see or hear. Only in solemn whispers now At night-time these things reach mine ear, When the leaf-shadows at a breath Shrink in the road, and all the heath, Forest and water, far and wide, In limpid starlight glorified, Lie like the mystery of death. |