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familiar, which accompany the dear and honored names of father or of mother.

Maria! I thought on all these things; my heart ached at the review of them-it yet aches, while I write this-but I am never so satisfied with my train of thoughts, as when they run upon these subjects-the tears, they draw from us, meliorate and soften the heart, and keep fresh within us that memory of dear friends dead, which alone can fit us for a re-admission to their society hereafter."

(From another Letter.)

"I HAD a bad dream this morningthat Allan was dead-and who, of all persons in the world, do you think, put on mourning for him? Why Matravis.-This alone might cure me of superstitious thoughts, if I were inclined to them; for why should Matravis mourn for us, or our family?-Still it was pleasant to awake, and find it but a dream.-Methinks something like an awaking from an ill dream shall the Resurrection from the Dead be.Materially different from our accustomed scenes,

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and ways of life, the World to come may possibly not be still it is represented to us under the notion of a Rest, a Sabbath, a state of bliss."

(From another Letter.)

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-"METHINKS, you and I should have been born under the same roof, sucked the same milk, conned the same horn-book, thumbed the same Testament, together :-for we have been more than sisters, Maria!

Something will still be whispering to me, that I shall one day be inmate of the same dwelling with my cousin, partaker with her in all the delights, which spring from mutual good offices, kind words, attentions in sickness and in health, - conversation, sometimes innocently trivial, and at others profitably serious;-books read and commented on, together; meals ate, and walks taken, together, -and conferences, how we may best do good to this poor person or that, and wean our spirits from the world's cares, without divesting ourselves of its charities. What a picture I have drawn, Maria!

-and none of all these things may ever come

to pass."

(From another Letter.)

-CONTINUE to write to me, my sweet cousin. Many good thoughts, resolutions, and proper views of things, pass through the mind in the course of the day, but are lost for want of committing them to paper. Seize them, Maria, as they pass, these Birds of Paradise, that shew themselves and are gone,-and make a grateful present of the precious fugitives to your friend.

To use a homely illustration, just rising in my fancy, shall the good housewife take such pains in pickling and preserving her worthless fruits, her walnuts, her apricots, and quinces -and is there not much spiritual housewifery in treasuring up our mind's best fruits,―our heart's meditations in its most favored moments?

This said simile is much in the fashion of the old Moralizers, such as I conceive honest Baxter to have been, such as Quarles and Wither were, with their curious, serio-comic, quaint

emblems. But they sometimes reach the heart, when a more elegant simile rests in the fancy.

Not low and mean, like these, but beautifully familiarized to our conceptions, and condescending to human thoughts and notions, are all the discourses of our LORD-conveyed in parable, or similitude, what easy access do they win to the heart, through the medium of the delighted imagination! speaking of heavenly things in fable, or in simile, drawn from earth, from objects common, accustomed.

Life's business, with such delicious little interruptions as our correspondence affords, how pleasant it is!-why can, we not paint on the dull paper our whole feelings, exquisite as they rise up?"

(From another Letter.)

-I HAD meant to have left off at this place; but, looking back, I am sorry to find too gloomy a cast tincturing my last page-a representation of life false and unthankful. Life is not all vanity and disappointment-it hath much of evil in it, no doubt; but to those

who do not misuse it, it affords comfort, temporary comfort, much-much that endears us to it, and dignifies it-many true and good feelings, I trust, of which we need not be ashamed -hours of tranquillity and hope. But the morning was dull and overcast, and my spirits were under a cloud. I feel my error.

Is it no blessing, that we two love one another so dearly-that Allan is left me—that you are settled in life-that worldly affairs go smooth with us both-above all, that our lot hath fallento us in a Christian country? Maria! these things are not little. I will consider life as a long feast, and not forget to say grace:

(From another Letter.);

-ALLAN has written to ine-you know, he is on a visit at his old tutor's in Gloucestershire he is to return home on Thursday--Allanis a dear boy--he concludes his letter, which very affectionate throughout, in this manner— "Elinor, I charge you to learn the following stanza by heart—

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