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before the tempest, she came upon us in the
midst of that dreary moss; and at the sound
of our voice, fell down with clasped hands at
our feet-"My father's dead!" Had the hut
put already on the strange, dim, desolate look
of mortality? For people came walking fast
down the braes, and in a little while there was
a group round us, and we bore her back again
to her dwelling in our arms.
As for us, we
had been on our way to bid the fair creature
and her father farewell. How could she hav
lived-an utter orphan-in such a world!
The holy power that is in Innocence would fo
ever have remained with her; but Innocenc
longs to be away when her sister Joy has de-
parted; and it is sorrowful to see the one or
earth, when the other has gone to Heaven.
This sorrow none of us had long to see; for
though a flower, when withered at the root, and
doomed ere eve to perish, may yet look to the
careless eye the same as when it blossomed in
its pride-yet its leaves, still green, are not as
once they were-its bloom, though fair, is
faded-and at set of sun, the dews shall find it

of our voice would pause for a little while, and | then pass by, like a white bird from the sea, floating unscared close by the shepherd's head, or alighting to trim its plumes on a knoll far up an inland glen! Death seems not to have touched that face, pale though it be-lifelike is the waving of those gentle hands-and the soft, sweet, low music which now we hear, steals not sure from lips hushed by the burial mould! Restored by the power of love, she stands before us as she stood of yore. Not one of all the hairs of her golden head was singed by the lightning that shivered the tree under which the child had run for shelter from the flashing sky. But in a moment the blue light in her dewy eyes was dimmed-and never again did she behold either flower or star. Yet all the images of all the things she had loved remained in her memory, clear and distinct as the things themselves before unextinguished eyes-and ere three summers had flown over her head, which, like the blossom of some fair perennial flower, in heaven's gracious dew and sunshine each season lifted its loveliness higher and higher in the light-in decay, and fall unfelt on its petals. Ere she could trip her singing way through the wide wilderness, all by her joyful self, led, as all believed, nor erred they in so believing, by an angel's hand! When the primroses peeped through the reviving grass upon the vernal braes, they seemed to give themselves into her fingers; and 'twas thought they hung longer unfaded round her neck or forehead than if they had been left to drink the dew on their native bed. The linnets ceased not their lays, though her garment touched the broom-stalk on which they sang. The cushat, as she thrid her way through the wood, continued to croon in her darksome tree-and the lark, although just dropped from the cloud, was cheered by her presence into a new passion of song, and mounted over her head, as if it were his first matin hymn. All the creatures of the earth and air manifestly loved the Wanderer of the Wilderness-and as for human beings, she was named, in their pity, their wonder, and their delight, the Blind Beauty of the Moor!

She was an only child, and her mother had died in giving her birth. And now her father, stricken by one of the many cruel diseases that shorten the lives of shepherds on the hills, was bed-ridden-and he was poor. Of all words ever syllabled by human lips, the most blessed is-Charity. No manna now in the wilderness is rained from heaven-for the mouths of the hungry need it not in this our Christian land. A few goats feeding among the rocks gave them milk, and there was bread for them in each neighbour's house-neighbour though miles afar-as the sacred duty came round-and the unrepining poor sent the grateful child away with their prayers.

One evening, returning to the hut with her asual song, she danced up to her father's face on his rushy bed, and it was cold in death. If she shrieked if she fainted-there was but one Ear that heard, one Eye that saw her in her swoon. Not now floating light like a small moving cloud unwilling to leave the flowery braes, though it be to melt in heaven, but driven along like a shroud of flying mist

Sabbath came, the orphan child was dead. Methinks we see now her little funeral. Her birth had been the humbles. of the humble; and though all in life had loved her, it was thought best that none should be asked to the funeral of her and her father but two or three friends; the old clergyman himself walked at the head of the father's coffin-we at the head of the daughter's-for this was granted unto our exceeding love; and thus passed away for ever the Blind Beauty of the Moor!

Yet sometimes to a more desperate passion than had ever before driven us over the wilds, did we deliver up ourselves entire, and pursue our pastime like one doomed to be a wild huntsman under some spell of magic. Let us, ere we go away from these high haunts and be no more seen-let us away far up the Great Glen, beyond the Echo-Cliff, and with our rifle 'twas once the rifle of Emilius Godfrey-let us stalk the red-deer. In that chase or forest the antlers lay not thick as now they lie on the Athole Braes; they were still a rare sightand often and often had Godfrey and we gone up and down the Glen, without a single glimpse of buck or doe rising up from among the heather. But as the true angler will try every cast on the river, miles up and down, if he has reason to know that but one single fish has run up from the sea-so we, a true hunter, neither grudged nor wearied to stand for hours, still as the heron by the stream, hardly in hope, but satisfied with the possibility, that a deer might pass by'us in the desert. Steadiest and strong est is self-fed passion springing in spite of cir cumstance. When blows the warm showery south-west wind, the trouts turn up their yellow sides at every dropping of the fly upon the curl ing water-and the angler is soon sated with the perpetual play. But once-twice-thrice

during a long blustering day-the sullen plunge of a salmon is sufficient for that day's joy. Still, therefore, still as a cairn that stands for ever on the hill, or rather as the shadow on a dial, that though it moves is never seen to move, day after day were we on our station in

the Great Glen. A 'oud, wild, wrathful, and | wet his hair in the misty cloud, pursuing the savage cry from some huge animal, made our ptarmigan, now in their variegated summer heart leap to our mouth, and bathed our fore-dress, seen even among the unmelted nows. head in sweat. We looked up-and a red- The scene shifts-and high up on the heath deer-a stag of ten-the king of the forest- above the Linn of Dee, in the Forest of Braestood with all his antlers, snuffing the wind, mar, the Thane-God bless him-has stalked but yet blind to our figure overshadowed by a the red-deer to his lair, and now lays his unrock. The rifle-ball pierced his heart-and erring rifle at rest on the stump of the Witch's leaping up far higher than our head, he tum- Oak. Never shall Eld deaden our sympathies bled in terrific death, and lay stone-still before with the pastimes of our fellow men any more our starting eyes amid the rustling of the than with their highest raptures, heir prostrong-bented heather! There we stood sur- foundest grief. Blessings on the head of every veying him for a long triumphing hour. true sportsman on flood, or field, or fell; nor Ghastly were his glazed eyes-and ghastlier shall we take it at all amiss should any one of his long bloody tongue, bitten through at the them, in return for the pleasure he may have very root in agony. The branches of his ant- enjoyed from these our Fyttes, perused in lers pierced the sward like swords. His bulk smoky cabin during a rainy day, to the peat | seemed mightier in death even than when it reek flavour of the glorious Glenlivet, send us, was crowned with that kingly head, snuffing by the Inverness coach, Aberdeen steam-packthe north wind. In other two hours we were et, or any other rapid conveyance, a basket of down at Moor-edge and up again, with an game, red, black, or brown, or peradventure a eager train, to the head of the Great Glen, haunch of the red-deer. coming and going a distance of a dozen long miles. A hay-wagon forced its way through the bogs and over the braes-and on our return into the inhabited country, we were met by shoals of peasants, men, women, and children, huzzaing over the Prey; for not for many years -never since the funeral of the old lord-had the antlers of a red-deer been seen by them trailing along the heather.

Fifty years and more-and oh! my weary soul! half a century took a long long time to die away, in gloom and in glory, in pain and pleasure, in storms through which were afraid to fly even the spirit's most eagle-winged raptures, in calms that rocked all her feelings like azure-plumed halcyons to rest-though now to look back upon it, what seems it all but a transitory dream of toil and trouble, of which the smiles, the sighs, the tears, the groans, were all alike vain as the forgotten sunbeams and the clouds! Fifty years and more are gone-and this is the Twelfth of August, Eighteen hundred and twenty-eight; and all the Highland mountains have since dawn been astir, and thundering to the impetuous sportsmen's joys! Our spirit burns within us, but our limbs are palsied, and our feet must brush the heather no more. Lo! how beautifully these fast-travelling pointers do their work on that black mountain's breast! intersecting it into parallelograms, and squares, and circles, and now all astoop on a sudden, as if frozen to death! Higher up among the rocks, and cliffs, and stones, we see a stripling, whose ambition it is to strike the sky with his forehead, and

Reader! be thou a male, bold as the Tercel Gentle-or a female, fair as the Falcon-a male, stern as an old Stag—or a female, soft as a young Doe-we entreat thee to think kindly of Us and of our Article-and to look in love or in friendship on Christopher in his Sporting Jacket, now come to the close of his Three Fyttes, into which he had fallen-out of one into another-and from which he has now been revived by the application of a little salt to his mouth, and then a caulker. Nor think that, rambling as we have been, somewhat after the style of thinking common in sleep there has been no method in our madness, ne lucidus ordo in our dream. All the pages are instinct with one spirit-our thoughts and our feelings have all followed one another, according to the most approved principles of association-and a fine proportion has been unconsciously preserved. The article may

be likened to some noble tree, which-although here and there a branch have somewhat overgrown its brother above or below it, an arm stretched itself out into further gloom on this side than on that, so that there are irregu larities in the umbrage-is still disfigured not by those sports and freaks of nature working on a great scale, and stands, magnificent object! equal to an old castle, on the cliff above the cataract. Wo and shame to the sacrilegious hand that would lop away one budding bough! Undisturbed let the tame and wild creatures of the region, in storm or sunshine, find shelter or shade under the calm circumference of its green old age.

TALE OF EXPIATION.

MARGARET BURNSIDE was an orphan. Her happiness flowed, was now, when leisure perparents, who had been the poorest people in mitted, seldom or never out of her hands; and the parish, had died when she was a mere in lonely places, where there was no human child; and as they had left no near relatives, ear to hearken, did the dying girl often support there were few or none to care much about her heart, when quaking in natural fears of the desolate creature, who might be well said the grave, by singing to herself hymns and to have been left friendless in the world. True psalms. But her hour was not yet comethat the feeling of charity is seldom wholly though by the inscrutable decrees of Proviwanting in any heart; but it is generally but a dence doomed to be hideous with almost inexcold feeling among hard-working folk, towards piable guilt. As for herself-she was innocent objects out of the narrow circle of their own as the linnet that sang beside her in the broom, family affections, and selfishness has a ready and innocent was she to be up to the last and strong excuse in necessity. There seems, throbbings of her religious heart. When the indeed, to be a sort of chance in the lot of the sunshine fell on the leaves of her Bible, the orphan offspring of paupers. On some the orphan seemed to see in the holy words, eye of Christian benevolence falls at the very brightening through the radiance, assurances first moment of their uttermost destitution of forgiveness of all her sins-small sins inand their worst sorrows, instead of beginning, deed-yet to her humble and contrite heart terminate with the tears shed over their pa- exceeding great-and to be pardoned only by rents' graves. They are taken by the hands, the intercession of Him who died for us on the as soon as their hands have been stretched tree. Often, when clouds were in the sky, and out for protection, and admitted as inmates blackness covered the Book, hope died away into households, whose doors, had their fathers from the discoloured page-and the lonely and mothers been alive, they would never creature wept and sobbed over the doom dehave darkened. The light of comfort falls nounced on all who sin, and repent notupon them during the gloom of grief, and whether in deed or in thought. And thus reliattends them all their days. Others, again, gion became within her an awful thing-till, are overlooked at the first fall of affliction, as in her resignation, she feared to die. But look if by some unaccountable fatality; the wretch-on that flower by the hill-side path, withered, edness with which all have become familiar, no one very tenderly pities; and thus the orphan, reconciling herself to the extreme hardships of her condition, lives on uncheered by those sympathies out of which grow both happiness and virtue, and yielding by degrees to the constant pressure of her lot, becomes poor in spirit as in estate, and either vegetates like an almost worthless weed that is carelessly trodden on by every foot, or if by nature born a flower, in time loses her lustre, and all her days leads the life not so much of a servant as of a slave.

Such, till she was twelve years old, had been the fate of Margaret Burnside. Of a slender form and weak constitution, she had never been able for much work; and thus from one discontented and harsh master and mistress to another, she had been transferred from house to house-always the poorest-till she came to be looked on as an encumbrance rather than a help in any family, and thought hardly worth her bread. Sad and sickly she sat on the braes herding the kine. It was supposed that she was in a consumption-and as the shadow of death seemed to lie on the neglected creature's face, a feeling something like love was awakened towards her in the heart of pity, for which she showed her gratitude by still attending to all household tasks with an alacrity beyond her strength. Few doubted that she was dying and it was plain that she thought so herself; for the Bible, which, in her friendlessness, she had always read more than other children who were too happy to reflect often on the Word of tha: Being from whom their

as it seems, beyond the power of sun and air and dew and rain to restore it to life. Next day, you happen to return to the place, its leaves are of a dazzling green, its blossoms of a dazzling crimson. So was it with this Orphan. Nature, as if kindling towards her in sudden love, not only restored her in a few weeks to life-but to perfect health; and ere-long she, whom few had looked at, and for whom still fewer cared, was acknowledged to be the fairest girl in all the parish-while she continued to sit, as she had always done from her very childhood, on the poor's form in the lobby of the kirk. Such a face, such a figure, and such a manner, in one so poorly attired and so meanly placed, attracted the eyes of the young Ladies in the Patron's Gallery. Margaret Burnside was taken under their especial protectionsent for two years to a superior school, where she was taught all things useful for persons in humble life-and while yet scarcely fifteen, returning to her native parish, was appointed teacher of a small school of her own, to which were sent all the girls who could be spared from home, from those of parents poor as her own had been, up to those of the farmers and small proprietors, who knew the blessings of a good education-and that without it, the minister may preach in vain. And thus Margaret Burnside grew and blossomed like the lily of the field-and every eye blessed herand she drew her breath in gratitude, piety, and peace.

Thus a few happy and useful years passed by-and it was forgotten by all-but herself-that Margaret Burnside was an orphan. But

to be without one near and dear blood-relative | of labour, and rarely long pursued against the in all the world, must often, even to the happy law without vitiating the whole character, was heart of youthful innocence, be more than a a favourite with all the parish. Singularly pensive a painful thought; and therefore, handsome, and with manners above his birth, though Margaret Burnside was always cheer- Ludovic was welcome wherever he went, both ful among her little scholars, yet in the retire- with young and old. No merry-making could ment of her own room, (a pretty parlour, with deserve the name without him; and at all a window looking into a flower-garden,) and meetings for the display or feats of strength on her walks among the braes, her mien was and agility, far and wide, through more coun somewhat melancholy, and her eyes wore that ties than one, he was the champion. Nor had he touching expression, which seems doubtfully received a mean education. All that the parish to denote-neither joy nor sadness-but a habit schoolmaster could teach he knew; and having of soul which, in its tranquillity, still partakes been the darling companion of all the gentle of the mournful, as if memory dwelt often on man's sons in the Manse, the faculties of his past sorrows, and hope scarcely ventured to mind had kept pace with theirs, and from them indulge in dreams of future repose. That he had caught unconsciously that demeanour profound orphan-feeling embued her whole so far superior to what could have been er character; and sometimes, when the young pected from one in his humble condition, bui Ladies from the Castle smiled praises upon which, at the same time, seemed so congenial her, she retired in gratitude to her chamber- with his happy nature as to be readily acknow and wept. ledged to be one of its original gifts. Of his Among the friends at whose houses she sister, Alice, it is sufficient to say, that she was visited were the family at Moorside, the high- the bosom-friend of Margaret Burnside, and est hill-farm in the parish, and on which her that all who saw their friendship felt that it father had been a hind. It consisted of the was just. The small parentless grand-daugh master, a man whose head was gray, his son ter was also dear to Margaret-more than per and daughter, and a grandchild, her scholar, haps her heart knew, because that, like her whose parents were dead. Gilbert Adamson self, she was an orphan. But the creature was had long been a widower-indeed his wife had also a merry and a madcap child, and her never been in the parish, but had died abroad. freakish pranks, and playful perversenesses, He had been a soldier in his youth and prime as she tossed her head in untameable glee, and of manhood; and when he came to settle at went dancing and singing, like a bird on the Moorside, he had been looked at with no very boughs of a tree, all day long, by some strange friendly eyes; for evil rumours of his charac- sympathies entirely won the heart of her who, ter had preceded his arrival there-and in that throughout all her own childhood, had been peaceful pastoral parish, far removed from the familiar with grief, and a lonely shedder of world's strife, suspicions, without any good tears. And thus did Margaret love her, it reason perhaps, had attached themselves to might be said, even with a very mother's love. the morality and religion of a man, who had She generally passed her free Saturday afterseen much foreign service, and had passed the noons at Moorside, and often slept there all best years of his life in the wars. It was long night with little Ann in her bosom. before these suspicions faded away, and with such times Ludovic was never from home, some they still existed in an invincible feeling and many a Sabbath he walked with het of dislike or even aversion. But the natural to the kirk-all the family together-and fierceness and ferocity which, as these peaceful once by themselves for miles along the moor dwellers among the hills imagined, had at first, a forenoon of perfect sunshine, which rein spite of his efforts to control them, often turned upon him in his agony on his dying dangerously exhibited themselves in fiery out- day. breaks, advancing age had gradually subdued; Gilbert Adamson had grown a hard-working and industrious inan; affected, if he followed it not in sincerity, even an austerely religious life; and as he possessed more than common sagacity and intelligence, he had acquired at last, if not won, a certain ascendency in the parish, even over many whose hearts never opened nor warmed towards him-so that he was now an elder of the kirk-and, as the most unwilling were obliged to acknowledge, a just steward to the poor. His gray hairs were not honoured, but it would not be too much to say that they were respected. Many who had doubted him before came to think they had done him injustice, and sought to wipe away their fault by regarding him with esteem, and showing themselves willing to interchange all neighbourly kindnesses and services with all the family at Moorside. His son, though somewhat wild and unsteady, and too much addicted to the fascinating pastimes f flood and field, often so ruinous to the sons

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No one said, no one thought that Ludovic and Margaret were lovers-nor were they, though well worthy indeed of each other's love; for the orphan's whole heart was filled and satisfied with a sense of duty, and all its affections were centred 'n her school, where all eyes blessed her, and where she had been placed for the good of all these gladsome creatures, by them who had rescued her from the penury that kills the soul, and whose gracious bounty she remembered even in her sleep. In her prayers she beseeched God to bless them rather than the wretch on her knees-their images, their names, were ever before her eyes and on her ear; and next to that peace of mind which passeth all understanding, and comes from the footstool of God into the humble, lowly, and contrite heart, was to that orphan, day and night, waking or sleeping, the bliss of her gratitude. And thus Ludovic to her was a brother, and no more; a name sacred as that of sister, by which she always called her Alice, and was so called in retur

But to Ludovic, whe had a soul of fire, Margaret was dearer far than ever sister was to the brother whom, at the sacrifice of her own life, she might have rescued from death. Go where he might, a phantom was at his sidea pale fair face for ever fixed its melancholy eyes on his, as if foreboding something dismal even when they faintly smiled; and once he awoke at midnight, when all the house were asleep, crying, with shrieks, "O God of mercy! Margaret is murdered!" Mysterious passion of Love! that darkens its own dreams of delight with unimaginable horrors! Shall we call such dire bewilderment the superstition of troubled fantasy, or the inspiration of the prophetic soul!

porch, to train up the pretty creepers on the wall. In the kirkyard, a smiling group every Sabbath forenoon waited for her at the gateand walked, with her at their head, into the House of God-a beautiful procession to al their parents' eyes-one by one dropping away into their own seats, as the band moved along the little lobby, and the minister sitting in the pulpit all the while, looked solemnly down upon the fair flock-the shepherd of their souls!

It was Sabbath, but Margaret Burnside was not in the kirk. The congregation had risen to join in prayer, when the great door was thrown open, and a woman, apparelled as for the house of worship, but wild and ghastly in her face and eyes as a maniac hunted by evil spirits, burst in upon the service, and, with uplifted hands, beseeched the man of God to forgive her irreverent entrance, for that the foulest and most unnatural murder had been done, and that her own eyes had seen the corpse of Margaret Burnside lying on the moor in a pool of blood! The congregation gave one groan, and then an outcry as if the roof of the kirk had been toppling over their heads. All cheeks waxed white, women fainted, and the firmest heart quaked with terror and pity, as once and again the affrighted witness, in the same words, described the horrid spectacle, and then rushed out into the open air, followed by hundreds, who for some minutes had been palsy-stricken; and now the kirkyard was all in a tumult round the body of her who lay in a swoon. In the midst of that dreadful ferment, there were voices crying aloud that the poor woman was mad, and that such horror could not be beneath the sun; for such a perpetra tion on the Sabbath-day, and first heard of just as the prayers of his people were about to ascend to the Father of all mercies, shocked belief, and doubt struggled with despair as in the helpless shudderings of some dream of blood. The crowd were at last prevailed on by their pastor to disperse, and sit down on the tombstones, and water being sprinkled over the face of her who still lay in that mortal swoon, and the air suffered to circulate freely round her, she again opened her glassy eyes, and raising herself on her elbow, stared on the multitude, all gathered there so wan and silent, and shrieked out, "The Day of Judgment! The Day of Judgment!"

From what seemingly insignificant sources -and by means of what humble instruments -may this life's best happiness be diffused over the households of industrious men! Here was the orphan daughter of forgotten paupers, both dead ere she could speak; herself, during all her melancholy childhood, a pauper even more enslaved than ever they had been-one of the most neglected and unvalued of all God's creatures-who, had she then died, would have been buried in some nettled nook of the kirkyard, nor her grave been watered almost by one single tear-suddenly brought out from the cold and cruel shade in which she had been withering away, by the interposition of human but angelic hands, into the heaven's most gracious sunshine, where all at once her beauty blossomed like the rose. She, who for so many years had been even begrudgingly fed on the poorest and scantiest fare, by Penury ungrateful for all her weak but zealous efforts to please by doing her best, in sickness and sorrow, at all her tasks, in or out of doors, and in all weathers, however rough and severewas now raised to the rank of a moral, intellectual, and religious being, and presided over, tended, and instructed many little ones, far, far happier in their childhood than it had been her lot to be, and all growing up beneath her now untroubled eyes, in innocence, love, and joy inspired into their hearts by her, their young and happy benefactress. Not a human dwelling in all the parish, that had not reason to be thankful to Margaret Burnside. She taught them to be pleasant in their manners, neat in their persons, rational in their minds, pure in their hearts, and industrious in all their habits. Rudeness, coarseness, sullenness, The aged minister raised her on her feet, all angry fits, and all idle dispositions-the be- and led her to a grave, on which she sat down, setting vices and sins of the children of the and hid her face on his knees. "O that I. poor, whose home-education is often so miser- should have liven to see the day—but dreadfu. ably, and almost necessarily neglected-did are the decrees of the Most High-and she this sweet Teacher, by the divine influence of whom we all loved has been cruelly murmeekness never ruffled, and tenderness never dered! Carry me with you, people, and I troubled, in a few months subdue and over-will show you where lies her corpse." come-till her school-room, every day in the "Where-where is Ludovic Adamson ?" week, was, in its cheerfulness, sacred as a cried a hoarse voice which none there had Sabbath, and murmured from morn till eve ever heard before; and all eyes were turned with the hum of perpetual happiness. The in one direction; but none knew who had effects were soon felt in every house. All spoken, and all again was hush. Then all at doors were tidier, and order and regularity once a hundred voices repeated the same enlivened every hearth. It was the pride of words, "Where-where is Ludovic Adamher scholars to get their own little gardens son ?" and there was no reply. Then, indeed, behind their parents' huts to bloom like that was the kirkyard in an angry and a wrathful of the Brae-and, in imitation of that flowery | ferment, and men looked far into each other's

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