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cottage; a sunny breeze was blowing from the sea, and a slight haziness in the air rather whitened than obscured the azure of the heavens. The waves were breaking on the shore, but neither hoarsely nor heavily; and the hissing of the grass, and the rustling of the leaves, had more of life than of sadness in their sounds.

Immediately above the cottage was a path which meandered down among the rocks towards the hamlet; and as it shortened my distance from home I turn ed into it, and had descended about fifty yards, when I discovered him sitting on a rock with his chin resting on his hand. I knew him again at the first glance, so vividly had his image been impressed upon my young remembrance; and I felt as if I had known him in a previous state of existence, which had long, long ceased to be.

I looked at him for a moment, and then softly turned to retrace my steps; but he heard me, and raising himself from the ruminating posture in which he was sitting, he beckoned to me, and invited me with such encouraging accents to come to him, that in the ready confidence of boyhood I soon obeyed the sum

mons.

At first he spoke playfully, as the gentle-hearted ever address themselves to children; but all at once he gazed at me with a wild and startled eye, and brushing up the curls from my forehead with his hand, perused my features with an alarming eagerness, and suddenly burst into tears.

When this paroxysm of incomprehensible sorrow had subsided, he tried to regain my confidence by those familiar ci. vilities which so soon allay the fears and appease the anxieties of the young heart. Still there was a cast of grief and passion in his countenance, and ever and anon he fell into momentary fits of abstraction, during which, his tears, though with less violence, flowed again.

He enquired my name, but it was one of which he had never heard; and he questioned me about many things, but I was ignorant of them all. More than once he regarded me with a look so fierce and suspicious, that it made me quake, and I was fain to flee from him, but he held me firmly by the wrist. Never theless, in the midst of all that wayward and fantastical treatment, there was much gentleness; and I enjoyed on my heart the occasional breathings of a spirit framed of the kindliest elements, and rich in the softest affections of pity, and charity, and love.

I remained with him a long time.

It

was not indeed until the lighthouse and the evening star were mingling their beams on the glittering waters, that I thought of returning home.

He walked with me to the gate, where Mrs Ormond was standing, alarmed at my absence, and anxiously looking for the servants whom she had sent out in quest of me.

The old lady, on seeing us, came eager. ly forward, and while affectionately embracing me, began to chide at my having staid abroad to so late an hour. I had then hold of Mr Oakdale by the finger, and felt him start at the first sound of her voice; in the same moment he snatched his hand away, and hastily withdrew.

Surprised by his abruptness, Mrs Ormond raised herself from the posture into which she had stood to caress me, and enquired with emotion who the stranger was. Before I had time to answer, he turned with a wild and strange haste, and seizing her by the hand, endeavoured to remove her to a distance from me.

She demanded to know why he treated her so rudely. He said something in an emphatic whisper which I did not overhear, but it stunned her for an instant; and when she recovered, instead of making him any reply, she led me away, and without speaking closed the gate.

As we ascended the steps of the halldoor I looked back, and saw Mr Oakdale standing on the spot where we had left him. Mrs Ormond also looked back, and said with an accent which the echoes of memory have never ceased to repeat, "Miserable, miserable man !" She then hurried me before her into the parlour, and sunk down upon a sofa, overwhelmed with agitation and grief.

The servants having returned, she enquired if the gentleman who brought me home was still at the gate, but none of them had seen him.

Being by this time somewhat composed, she began to question me again concerning him.

Though I told her all I knew, and that he was the same person whom we had seen so long before sitting forlornly on the rock, still my information appear. ed to afford no satisfaction, but only to call forth her wonder that he should have been so long so near us, and all the time so perfectly unknown ;-by which, young as I then was, and incapable of penetrating the mystery with which I was surrounded, I yet, nevertheless, could discern that I was doomed to experience some ill-omened sympathy with the disastrous fate and fortunes of that unhappy, solitary man.

This meeting with Mr Oakdale is made the spring of much mysterious and ominous matter generated in the course of the narrative. The result of his discovery of the boy is the removal of the latter to Beechendale-Hall, while the former also left his lonely dwelling on the rock, and went-no one could tell whither. As Henry travelled towards Beechendale-Hall, along with his venerable conductress, the objects which he passed on the road gradually reminded him of his first journey. He became more and more certain that he had seen them before, till the spell of forgetfulness was broken, and he retraced, as in a vision, the eventful incidents of that day, on which he had been hurried from his `paternal home, and taken to his grandmother's. He alarms Mrs Ormond by talking of these things. She, strangely as it then seemed to him, inquired if the gentleman of the rock had described them to him; and on learning that this was not the case, she tried to persuade him that he had dreamt the things of which he was speaking. But her endeavours only served more closely to concentrate his attention: they caused him to probe more keenly the recesses of his memory, and to trace retrogradely the clue of events, till at last the truth burst upon him with the full blaze of convincing reality, and he could no longer refuse to be lieve what he had at first doubted; or, as in the inflated language of the author," mere child as he was, he could not but believe, that what he had at first described as a dream, was the memorial aliment on which his spirit had been long and secretly nourished."

At this stage of the narrative, we are favoured with an entire chapter on the "metaphorical intimations of prophetic reverie, and the oracles of dreams and omens." We really are such matter-of-fact sort of beings, that we put no faith in these things, notwithstanding the absurd palaver with which we have introduced ourselves on this occasion. Much do we pity the poor devil who, in addition to the real ills of life, inflicts upon himself imaginary ones,-who rashly disturbs his equanimity, by melancholy anticipations of future

woe, the voluntary victim of those anxieties and gloomy forebodings which attend the believer in dreams. We insert the chapter, intimating, that it is one of the most moderate of the kind contained in the volume, for, ever and anon we are favoured with an entire one of the same unintelligible species.

Why are we so averse to confess to one another how much we in secret acknowledge to ourselves, that we believe the

mind to be endowed with other faculties of perception than those of the corporeal senses? We deride, with worldly laughter, the fine enthusiasm of the conscious spirit that gives heed and credence to the metaphorical intimations of prophetic reverie, and we condemn as superstition the faith which consults the omens and oracles of dreams; and yet, who is it that has not, in the inscrutable abysses of his own bosom, an awful worshipper, bowing the head and covering the countenance, as the dark harbingers of destiny,

like the mute and slow precursors of the hearse marshal the advent of a coming woe ?

It may be that the soul never sleeps, and what we call dreams are but the endeavours which it makes, during the trance of the senses, to reason by the ideas of things associated with the forms and qualities of those whereof it then thinks. Are not indeed the visions of our impres sive dreams often but the metaphors with which the eloquence of the poet would

invest the cares and anxieties of our waking circumstances and rational fears? But still the spirit sometimes receives marvellous warnings; and have we not experienced an unaccountable persuasion, that something of good or of evil follows the visits of certain persons, who, when the thing comes to pass, are found to have had neither affinity with the circum. stances, nor influence on the event? The hand of the horologe indexes the movements of the planetary universe; but where is the reciprocal enginery between them?

These reflections, into which I am

perhaps too prone to fall, partake somewhat of distemperature and disease, but they are not therefore the less deserving of solemn consideration. The hectical flush, the palsied hand, and the frenzy of delirium, are as valid, and as efficacious in nature, to the fulfilment of providenmasculine arm, and the sober inductions tial intents, as the glow of health, the of philosophy. Nor is it wise, in considering the state and frame of man, to

overlook how much the universal element

of disease affects the evolutions of fortune. Madness often babbles truths which make wisdom wonder.

I have fallen into these thoughts by the remembrance of the emotions with which I was affected during the journey with Mrs Ormond. During that journey, I first experienced the foretaste of misfortune, and heard, as it were afar off, the groaning wheels of an unknown retribution coming heavily towards me.

Mrs Ormond and Henry terminate their journey, on their arrival at a stately mansion situated in the centre of a magnificent park. During their short abode at this place, which was no other than Beechendale-Hall, some objects which Henry saw in the house arrested his attention, and brought upon him a train of thought, which ultimately settled in the conviction, that he was once more in that mansion in which he had witnessed the "hideous scene" which had so long haunted him as a vision. He no longer doubted that he was under the same roof in which he once had beheld such dismay and sorrow; and though "the talisman of memory was shattered, yet distorted lineaments could be seen of the solemn geni, who rose at the summons of the charm, and shewed him the distracted lady, and the wounded gentleman, whose blood still stained the alabaster purity of the pavement on which he was again standing." Here, accordingly, the first cycle of the boy's life is completed. His identity is retraced to the point of his earliest reminiscences; and in Beechendale-Hall he now recognises the reality of those scenes which had hung so heavily about him, but which previously he had regarded as little else than the sketches of an imaginative existence. After having resided a few days at Beechendale-Hall, still unknown to Henry as his paternal mansion, he is placed at school, under Dr Bosville's charge, whose select seminary received but a limited number of pupils, "the unacknowledged offspring of splendid misery, or the children of parents who had some sad tragedy of the hearth to conceal." Select as it was, however, it proved to young Oglethorpe, accustomed to a matronly education, a busy, noisy, over-reaching little world, in which

all his companions were gayer than himself. The ominous fate which the author had in store for him required a pensive mood, and brooding contemplation. After having been about two years at this school, he is introduced to a new companion, in the person of Alfred Sydenham. The moment he and Henry saw each other, they felt they had been destined to be friends.

Alfred regularly spent the holidays with his father; and Henry, when in his twelfth year, was invitCased to accompany him to Btle. While the youths were here amusing themselves, the current of Henry's thoughts was suddenly turned, by the arrival of a cluster of guests, among whom he discovered the undivulged stranger of the rock, Mr Oakdale. He knew him again at first sight, though his own now taller figure disguised him from the stranger. Having communicated to Alfred the circumstances of their former meeting on the rock, which led to his hurried departure from Mrs Ormond's house, the young men resolved to search, by all possible means, into the secret of Oakdale's story. An opportunity was soon taken by Sydenham to put some questions to the stranger; but the emotions which they excited in him were visible, not only to the young inquisitor, but also to his father. From that day, Alfred and Henry, though, in the eyes of all who knew them, companions of singular constancy, never held communion as friends. Something had been communicated to Sydenham by his father, which "invoked a spell upon his frankness," and withered the ties which had bound them together.

In due time Henry was removed to Eton, and afterwards to Oxford. During one of his occasional excursions to London with Sydenham, they happened to go to Drury-Lane Theatre, when Hamlet was performing.

Like most University-men, Henry had read none of that author's works, though prepared, through the influence of report, to admire his genius without knowing his merits.

The opening of Hamlet is pitched to a key with which I was almost constantly in unison. Of the story I had never heard, though the name of the hero

was as familiar to me as to most unbookish students.

As the performance proceeded, I soon felt that the tale it told was shadowed in the conception I had formed of the cir cumstances of my own fortunes.

The cunning of the scene at one time so overcame me, that I laid hold of Sydenham by the arm, and breathed with such trepidation, that he enquired in alarm if I was unwell. This was when the ghost related in what manner he had been murdered. From that moment 1 looked forward to see Hamlet in the character of an avenger,-terrific, magnifi cent, and resolved: but when I saw him so soon after become a puling and purposeless misanthrope, I was, for a time, discontented with the whole piece. There was, however, so much of philosophical ingenuity in the plot and stratagem of the players' play, that my attention was again arrested, and I watched with an ardour and earnestness for the result, equal almost to what the Prince of Den

mark himself might have felt. At the

moment when IIamlet is satisfied of his

uncle's guilt, I started from my seat, and the first object that caught my eye was Mr Oakdale in the adjoining box, startled by my emotion.

He looked at me for an instant with the unrecognising eye of a stranger; he evidently did not then recollect me; but when I had resumed my seat, and he had looked again towards the stage for about the space of a minute, he suddenly threw his eyes towards me, as with apprehen sion and dread. My agitation at that moment was too great to give utterance to my feelings. I rose and hurried from the box, followed by Sydenham, who,

alarmed at my extravagance, came with me out of the theatre.

I said nothing. As we moved on, he

often entreated me to tell him what was

the matter; but there was a flashing of recollections and imaginations overwhelming my reason; and it was not until we were by ourselves, in a private parlour in one of the neighbouring taverns, that I was in any condition to hear or to answer his questions.

I placed my elbows on the table, and clasped my temples in my hands, remaining in that position silent for some four or five minutes.

"Now, Sydenham," said I at last,

"I can believe what I have heard of the genius of Shakspeare."

"Is that all ?" said he with a smile, intended, doubtless, to allay the perturbation, which he ascribed to the poetry and the performance; and he added, "I never should have conceived, however,

that any thing in so heavy a drama as Hamlet could have moved you to such a degree;" and then he began to descant as a critic on the talents of the author.

What he said, or what he meant to have impressed me with, sounded in my ear unheeded, and I cried abruptly, "Cease; you know nothing of his genius: he has told me to-night what I had before but, as it were, dreamt of."

"Well! what has he told you?" "That my father has been murdered." Sydenham grew pale, and lay back in his chair in astonishment.

"Nay more," cried I; "he has told me that the crime was caused by my mother."

Sydenham trembled and rose from his seat, exclaiming, "Is this possible !"

"Yes; and you have known it for years, and that Mr Oakdale is the adulterous assassin!"

And in this manner ends Epoch the Second in the life of Henry Oglethorpe. We are not disposed to be hypercritical; but really our credulity is taxed too much, in many of the incidents of this story. That, in real life, revelations of the past or veracious visions of the future should be drawn from the representation of a play, by a young man of three or four lustres, is so wildly extravagant as to exceed altogether our powers of belief.

Henry, on returning to College, finds a letter from a General Oglethorpe, who intimated a desire to see him. This General, a man of precise, erect, and professional appearance, proves to be his uncle; and by him Henry is made acquainted with those family circumstances which have been already mentioned. He also learnt from him that Mr Oakdale fled from Beechendale-Hall, after the quarrel with his father, and was not heard of for many years

it being during this period that he resided in the cottage on the rock. The injured Oglethorpe, a man of singular delicacy, though he recovered from his wound, yet did not long survive the humiliation of dishonoured affection. But the General

obstinately refused to gratify Henry's curiosity regarding the unfortunate lady whose frailty had clouded the fair horizon of his father's house: he even exacted a promise that he should not enquire into her fate.

It was at this period resolved that

Henry, instead of returning to Oxford, should spend a few years on the continent. During his voyage thither,

-As the ship, with all her canvass spread, held her course before the wind, I retired from the railing against which I had been leaning, and stretched myself on the coops, with my hands beneath my head, looking to the star of the zenith, and giving to the fleecy clouds, as they changed their forms, the lineaments of shrouded spirits in solemn transit from the earth to another world. In this state of superstitious rumination I beheld a small dense black cloud, on the verge of a hazy mass of vapour, which obscured, but did not entirely conceal the moon. I watched its progress, till I fancied I could discern the dim form of two vast hands bearing that sarcophagus-thing between them.

My blood grew cold, and my flesh began to crawl on my bones as I continued to trace the developement of that phenomenon; for at last I distinctly discovered the whole figure to which those mighty hands belonged, and beheld, as it were, the Ancient of days, garmented in shadows: his beard flowing over his breast, with the hoary affluence of priestly antiquity.

Suddenly the casket he held appeared to open; in the same moment a deep, low whisper of dread and wonder rose from all on board the ship.

I started up, shuddering with horror at the hideous portent; and the ship-dog, a black and sullen cur, came running coweringly and terrified towards me.His eye glanced at the omen, as if he said to me, “Look!" and, gazing in my face, he began to howl, with fearful pauses between, in which the seamen thought they heard voices afar off, answering from the clouds and the waves; and they boded no less than of shipwreck to themselves, and a watery winding

sheet to me.

Henry had scarcely been landed at Hamburgh, when he accidentally made the acquaintance of General Purcel and his wife, and of Maria their daughter. They were waiting for a fair wind to pass over to England. Maria is the heroine of the tale. Henry at once lost his heart to ber-éperdument pris,—yet, with all his passion for this interesting and amiable young lady, there was something more of sadness than delight in his feelings of love for her. At the same time, Henry was attach

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ed by a mysterious and indescribable tie to her mother, Mrs Purcel, whose voice and smile never failed to throw him into a delightful flutter, and towards whom he felt as if he" could have leaped into her arms, and fondled in her bosom."

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One day, before the departure of the Purcels for England, as Henry, in a " tremulous condition of admiration and tenderness," was sauntering carelessly through the streets of Hamburgh, he happened to enter a church, an old edifice, the creation of the gorgeous pageantries of Popery :→

I sat down on a rush-bottomed chair under the organ-loft. I heard the sound of several voices speaking softly, and in whispers, around the instrument. The organist, who had been rehearsing the symphony to an anthem, soon after paused. There was nothing in his execution, nor in the subject, to arrest attention; but still the genius of the place rendered the performance profoundly solemn, and I felt that he would have deepened my enjoyment had he continued to play. A considerable interval of silence and of whispering, however, ensued, and I rose; when, suddenly, as I was on the point of quitting the church, the organ was awakened with a touch of such enchanting power, that it made me thrill in every fibre, and after a light, but fanciful prelude, the new performer began an air which came upon me with a delicious and magical influence. A thousand beau tiful phantoms of smiles beamed upon me, the pressure of delightful caresses fondly embraced me, and my heart was, as it were, filled with the indescribable laughter of titilation and ecstacy.

Surely, said I to myself, I have heard that air before; and while I tried to re collect when and where, the musician changed the tune, and played another, which brought the saloon of BeechendaleHall, with all its crimson grandeur, the talismanic table, and the mystical French clock, as plainly around me as if I had been seated on the carpet, playing with an orange in the wonderment of child. hood.

I continued musing and marvelling at so singular a power, in melodies which were really deserving of no particular at tention, till I was roused by the hand of a stranger on my shoulder. It was General Purcel, who, in consequence of his lady complaining of a slight indisposition, bad strolled out with Maria, and had, like myself, accidentally entered the

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