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The reader will oblige me by letting me explain to him, how it is that the volume here offered to his perasal, came to be what it is. I think it due to myself to make the explanation; and as a conscientious reader of the prefaces of other men, I may request his indulgence without scruple.

The work was originally intended to be nothing but a selection from the author's writings, preceded by a biographical sketch. I engaged for it, together with another work, as soon as I returned to England; but the delight of finding myself among my old scenes and friends, the prospect of better health and resources, the feeling of the first taste of comfort (a novelty unknown for years,) and the very dread of seeing this new piece of rose-colour in my existence vanish before the re-exertion of my brain and the ink-spots it produces between me and the sun-all conspired with bad habits of business and the sorriest arithmetic, to make me avail myself una

wares of the handsome treatment of my publisher, and indulge in too long a holiday. I wrote, but I wrote little: I had not even yet learned how much I might have done with that little, if done regularly; and the consequence was, that time crept on, uneasiness returned, and I found myself painfully anxious to show my employer how much I would fain do for him. The worst of it was, that the sick hours which I dreaded on a renewal of work, returned upon me, aggravated by my not having dared to encounter them sooner; and my anxieties became thus increased. I wished to make amends for loss of time: the plan of the book became altered; and I finally made up my mind to enlarge and enrich it with an account of Lord Byron.

It had been wondered, when I returned to England, how it was that I did not give the public an account of my intimacy with Lord Byron. I was told that I should put an end to a great deal of false biography, and do myself a great service besides. My refusal of this suggestion will at least show, that I was in no hurry to do the work for

my own sake; and, to say the truth, it would never have been done at all, but for the circumstances above-mentioned. I must even confess, that such is my dislike of these personal histories, in which it has been my lot to become a party, that had I been rich enough, and could have repaid the handsome conduct of Mr. Colburn with its proper interest, my first impulse on finishing the



work would have been to put it in the fire. Not ote, that I have not written it conscientiously, and ned that it is not in every respect fit to appear; Le, if but it has long ceased to be within my notions that of what is necessary for society, to give an unund pleasant account of any man; and as to my own coyer biography, I soon became tired of that. It is true, worst I should have entered into it in greater detail, and ed on endeavoured to make the search into my thoughts ated and actions of some use, seeing that I had begun

it at all; but I was warned off of this ground as d. I

impossible on account of others, and gladly gave - the it up. The Byron part of the work I could not inally so well manage. What was to be told of the with

Noble Poet, involved of necessity a painful retro

spect; and humanize as I may, and as I trust I Eng- do, upon him as well as every thing else,-and oublic

certain as I am, that although I look upon this

or that man as more or less pleasant and admideal rable, I partake of none of the ordinary notions

of merit and demerit with regard to any oneleast could not conceal from myself, on looking over cor my the manuscript, that in renewing my intercourse

with him in imagination, I had involuntarily felt a re-access of the spleen and indignation which I experienced, as a man who thought himself illtreated. With this, to a certain extent, the ac

count is coloured, though never with a shadow d the

of untruth; nor have I noticed a great deal that s pro

I should have done, had I been in the least vindictive, which is a vice I disclaim. If I know

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